So I don't have a girlfriend anymore and my first love didn't turn out as expected. No big deal! Why was I crying in the freezing rain months after our break up? It's not the end of the world! So after starving myself I went to an all you can eat Hot Pot dinner. I must have ate a whole cow there. That's how much meat I consumed. I'm still very upset I lost my coat and favorite hoodie tho! I don't even think the store carries them anymore. sigh.... I'm sooo dumb! I am so not prepared to go on my date sunday.