btyjugs

My tears have fallen several times this past year...........three of the most precious people in my life have passed away. My angel passed away on july2nd and this weekend i have felt more lost without her than ever. She was only twenty when she left us,and as tragic as it was i can still hear her laughter. I can still picture her strutting her stuff and telling me how hot she was. I ache to reach hot and hug her,and tell her that I LOVE HER.I have visted her grave sight but it feels so empty when i am there, I can never replace her but I am aching for that person who has shared so many memories with me and has loved me unconditionally to be here. As children she was my everything and has we both got older she and i still adored each other,but now she is gone and i find myself feeling lost without her. Sam was not only my cousin but my best friend and my sister, I need her ..........I need to tell her one last time that i love her. Every moment of every day she invades my thoughts, I can hear her laughing at me,and i can smell her hair . Man I miss her , I never thought I would have to live my life without her . Will my heart every stop aching for my precious angel my sam.