Gym - iPod - Girl - Boundaries
Gym
Squatted out a nosebleed today. Fuck yeah! Screw the burn - it's all about seeing stars!
Chest yesterday, legs today. At least I have a bit more of a pump back - I hate walking around flat all the time.
I decided to cut at least 20 pounds by Thanksgiving. Some might say this goes against conventional wisdom when worried about lost strength, but I just want to get down to a decent base - I am probably at 14-16%BF and prefer 10-11%. I've been down to 2200 calories a day for over a week now and am starting to cut nicely - can at least start to see the lateral edges of my abs again.
iPod
For the past week or so I've been on a Warren Zevon jag. For whatever reason at the moment I'm really into his song "Genius" from "My Ride's Here". I play it over and over. For what affective disorder is that symptomatic? Or is it full blown psychosis?
"Albert Einstein was a ladies man,
While he was working on his universal plan,
He was making out like Charlie Sheen,
He was a genius."
Girl
SaraJ is a hopeful to be a hopeful. As far as I can tell, that means she's a girl who's hoping we'll want her to take her clothes off - hopefully. A lot of people are pissed off that here it is past the year 2000 and we don't have flying cars. OK, in this future we have girls who are hoping we'll want them to take their clothes off for us. This is waaaay better than flying cars.
(the image on the left is from the lovey Iso's So I Married An Ax Murderer Set
This pic below is one of my favs from SaraJ's practice set. Relaxed, poised, confident and alluring. To me she seems to be the girl next door who you are surprised to notice one day isn't just cute, but beautiful. When you go out you're even more surprised at how good she is in bed. You worry maybe too good. You also realize how smart she is, and worry that she's smarter than you. Without intending to, without realizing it, you fall in love with her. You get too comfortable and start to take her for granted a bit. Your world is devastated when she tells you in her matter of fact way that she's moving on. Somehow you ended up loving her more than she did you. You never really get over her and she haunts your dreams and dark moments for years.
Just as it turned out you needed her more than she needed you, SG needs her more than she needs SG.
Boundaries
Figuring out the whole community versus naked girls thing here is a bit odd. There are boundary questions with any community, particularly online. How much do I reveal about myself? How vague can I be to be honest but to give at least some plausible deniability if someone I know in a personal or professional capacity sees me here?
One particular member of the community seems to be really hurting. From what I could tell of her profile, she lives in a region where I'd lived in the past. I gave her a recommendation via PM of one of the finest practitioners in the region, someone who I knew could either help her or put her in touch with someone top notch who could. I mean this wasn't the usual "I'm so depressed" stuff, it was someone making references to maybe hurting herself.
Now even in person, with someone I know well, such a referral might be ignored or even taken as an offense. Online at the very least hopefully the person would double check what I said before just blindly calling a telephone number given over the Internet.
But did I cross a line?
As long as I keep asking myself this question, am I probably OK?
And yeah who wouldn't, really, rather be fishing?
Gym
Squatted out a nosebleed today. Fuck yeah! Screw the burn - it's all about seeing stars!
Chest yesterday, legs today. At least I have a bit more of a pump back - I hate walking around flat all the time.
I decided to cut at least 20 pounds by Thanksgiving. Some might say this goes against conventional wisdom when worried about lost strength, but I just want to get down to a decent base - I am probably at 14-16%BF and prefer 10-11%. I've been down to 2200 calories a day for over a week now and am starting to cut nicely - can at least start to see the lateral edges of my abs again.
iPod
For the past week or so I've been on a Warren Zevon jag. For whatever reason at the moment I'm really into his song "Genius" from "My Ride's Here". I play it over and over. For what affective disorder is that symptomatic? Or is it full blown psychosis?
"Albert Einstein was a ladies man,
While he was working on his universal plan,
He was making out like Charlie Sheen,
He was a genius."
Girl
SaraJ is a hopeful to be a hopeful. As far as I can tell, that means she's a girl who's hoping we'll want her to take her clothes off - hopefully. A lot of people are pissed off that here it is past the year 2000 and we don't have flying cars. OK, in this future we have girls who are hoping we'll want them to take their clothes off for us. This is waaaay better than flying cars.
(the image on the left is from the lovey Iso's So I Married An Ax Murderer Set
This pic below is one of my favs from SaraJ's practice set. Relaxed, poised, confident and alluring. To me she seems to be the girl next door who you are surprised to notice one day isn't just cute, but beautiful. When you go out you're even more surprised at how good she is in bed. You worry maybe too good. You also realize how smart she is, and worry that she's smarter than you. Without intending to, without realizing it, you fall in love with her. You get too comfortable and start to take her for granted a bit. Your world is devastated when she tells you in her matter of fact way that she's moving on. Somehow you ended up loving her more than she did you. You never really get over her and she haunts your dreams and dark moments for years.
Just as it turned out you needed her more than she needed you, SG needs her more than she needs SG.
Boundaries
Figuring out the whole community versus naked girls thing here is a bit odd. There are boundary questions with any community, particularly online. How much do I reveal about myself? How vague can I be to be honest but to give at least some plausible deniability if someone I know in a personal or professional capacity sees me here?
One particular member of the community seems to be really hurting. From what I could tell of her profile, she lives in a region where I'd lived in the past. I gave her a recommendation via PM of one of the finest practitioners in the region, someone who I knew could either help her or put her in touch with someone top notch who could. I mean this wasn't the usual "I'm so depressed" stuff, it was someone making references to maybe hurting herself.
Now even in person, with someone I know well, such a referral might be ignored or even taken as an offense. Online at the very least hopefully the person would double check what I said before just blindly calling a telephone number given over the Internet.
But did I cross a line?
As long as I keep asking myself this question, am I probably OK?
And yeah who wouldn't, really, rather be fishing?
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lindley:
I know! Cupcakes are amazing! For our 6 month anniversary on Friday, my girl brought me cupcakes from pink moon in Powell. YUMMMMM
joenobody:
as long as you get a bowl of frosted flakes in once in a while...