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Well, I started the second phase of my thesis today. I'm still not done extracting my DNA, but I only have 18 samples left and need the liquid nitrogen for that...which I won't get until school starts again. Really didn't get much done today though...only prepared my primers for amplification. Tomorrow we should start in on the amplification process...fun fun.

Today was actually really fun. Anna went up to the QC to find some things for her new business. She's hoping to start a boudoir photo business along with weddings and portraits. She wants to call it The Red Curtain, and have women come in and take pictures of themselves in sexy clothing. We were looking for things like boas, fans, jewelry and such. We...
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Things are getting better...I've calmed down a lot. I still don't know what the hell is going to happen with me. I'm almost done with my Masters, but not sure what I'm going to do after that. I guess it all depends on what happens with me and Alex. I was planning on moving out to Portland...but who knows if that is going to happen....
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This has been the worst Christmas and New Years ever.

But I guess this is the time for new beginnings...I need one.

I fucking hate my life right now.

My heart bleeds for her.

Ultimately in the end, I just want Alex to be happy. I hope it is with me...but for right now I just want her to smile more. I don't think she likes her job. It's stressful, the hours kinda suck, and she feels like she's the only one who actually does her job there. It's in my nature to be...
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This has been a tough week for me. I just want to scream sometimes...but there is no one here to hear me...or understand. My girlfriend and I are "on a break" until she can get her life back in order and figure out what she wants. On top of that I'm visiting my parents for Christmas, which always stresses me out. It's a one-two punch....
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