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Sometimes I wonder why I even try at all. I get my hopes up just to be disappointed again. Should I really be surprised though?

Well, I'm up in the Chicago area for my sister's wedding reception. Even though she had her wedding two months ago, this is for all the people who couldn't make it to the Dominican Republic for the wedding. I'm only here for a few days...and that's all I need. My mom wanted me to stay for longer, but any longer and I would go insane....
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I find it interesting how certain people find a way into your life. Who would have known that 10 years ago a guy who wanted to use my tv to play video games because it was the biggest on our floor would become the best friend I've ever had. People weave their way into and out of our lives...but it's always the greatest people that...
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I spent most of my day packing up my shit. I'm almost done with what I can do without making my life rather difficult...such as packing dishes to eat on and clothes to wear.

Later I met up with some friends at a local coffee house to play some Arkham Horror...a board game based off the Cthulhu Mythos. We went there to go bother Katie,...
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I officially signed my lease today. I'm hoping to move in before the 1st, but it all depends on the tenants already living there. Whenever they move out the landlord will clean the place and give me the keys. I am ready to move in. Well, not quite ready...I still have some packing to do. But I'm ready to move into the new place.

Sometimes...
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I'm so happy that I found a place to live!!! Well, my roommate actually found it...and quite by accident. We get this stupid free paper in the mail each week, and we usually throw it away. My roommate, for some reason, decided to flip through it...and then came to me with the apartment listings showing a few places for rent. I called up the guy...
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Wow...yesterday was probably the most boring day ever. Everyone I knew was out of town. All my friends went to Chicago to a wedding. So I basically sat at home and watched movies, played video games, and rocked out to music. It's weird, because I've always considered myself kind of a loner...but I've really grown attached to my friends here in Macomb. It's going to...
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I guess it's been a while since I've actually posted anything here. I don't know why...but I seem to have ADD when it comes to certain things. I have cycles where I'll do something...lose interest in it...come back to it a few months later...then leave again. So I'm pretty sure it will probably happen here again.

School is frustrating for me. I was suppose to...
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So I haven't really updated in a while because there really hasn't been anything to update. I'm still basically not doing anything on my research. I will hopefully get started on it again this week...and keep my fingers crossed something actually works this time. I still haven't heard back about my ex up in Portland. I just feel like I'm not accomplishing anything...and it's kind...
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It's been rather hectic for me lately. My friend Ryan and his girlfriend Anna just bought a photography business from Anna's former boss, Dan. They mostly do weddings, and Anna is a REALLY good photographer...but so is Dan. And Dan is sticking around to help them get on their feet and to help shoot weddings if he's needed. Since my thesis work was on hold...
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I feel pretty worthless lately. I've been waiting for some stuff to come in the mail so I can continue working on my thesis. So for the past few days I've pretty much been a bum. I've watched some movies, finished watching Weeds season 3, completed the series Wonderfalls (which was surprisingly delightful), and played a lot of WoW. I just want to get back...
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It is balls cold here. The high today was -5...that's just not right. I need to move someplace warmer.

My life is like a bad drama right now. My ex and I went on a "break" just before Christmas but I come to find out it's because she was sleeping with some guy she worked with. I'm not sad...I was severely depressed after I got...
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