if i wasn't so medicated,
i'd probably be crying right now.
happy tears, of course.
i can't believe how close i've gotten to so many people in only 5 months.
fuck, i'm ecstatic.
ready;
set;
drink!
today was great.
long, but great.
tomorrow will be great.
everything's fucking great.
i just...
guh. i'm so happy.
and i'm especially looking forward to a certain someone's...
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i'd probably be crying right now.
happy tears, of course.
i can't believe how close i've gotten to so many people in only 5 months.
fuck, i'm ecstatic.
ready;
set;
drink!
today was great.
long, but great.
tomorrow will be great.
everything's fucking great.
i just...
guh. i'm so happy.
and i'm especially looking forward to a certain someone's...
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tonight was fucked up, but wonderful;
4 of my favorite girls,
my favorite boy,
and my favorite place.
there's far too much to write.
maybe i'll spend some time trying to put this into words.
it'll be worth it.
4 of my favorite girls,
my favorite boy,
and my favorite place.
there's far too much to write.
maybe i'll spend some time trying to put this into words.
it'll be worth it.
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blushmuffin:
lol i thought I was your favorite boy!!!! 
haha - im glad your night was good.
because i loveee you.
oh and HEY LETS HANG OUT.
we can tips cows or something.
xo.
haha - im glad your night was good.
because i loveee you.
oh and HEY LETS HANG OUT.
we can tips cows or something.
xo.
xrellyx:
i don't really like to do all that much to be honest. however, when i think of something i WILL let you know.
thanks. <3
thanks. <3
happy new year beautifuls. 
i'm pretty undecided as to how i'm feeling right now.
un-enthused.
apathetic.
so i won't bother writing anything out;
i'll just confuse myself.
i make pretty shitty choices.
midnight drug store runs.
i'm pretty undecided as to how i'm feeling right now.
un-enthused.
apathetic.
so i won't bother writing anything out;
i'll just confuse myself.
i make pretty shitty choices.
midnight drug store runs.
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felipelovesyou:
Hi! new year's wasn't that great for me.. i was house sitting. sounds great huh? hehe! i've been away from SG for a while.. reply! I wanna have fun again! woo! 
blushmuffin:
shitty choices and me work well together sometimes, untill someone unplugs the drain plug.
not litterally,
well, maybe.
strike that.
happy new years claire
not litterally,
well, maybe.
strike that.
happy new years claire
because i can't write about this in lj...
because i can't use sitdiary on my mac...
and because private posts show up on myspace...
i miss megan.
fuck. i can't deal with this.
i'm sick of brushing it off and pretending that i'm adjusted.
i'm sick of censoring myself.
yeah i'm emo; bitch, bitch, bitch...
if it's this hard now,
how hard would it have...
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because i can't use sitdiary on my mac...
and because private posts show up on myspace...
i miss megan.
fuck. i can't deal with this.
i'm sick of brushing it off and pretending that i'm adjusted.
i'm sick of censoring myself.
yeah i'm emo; bitch, bitch, bitch...
if it's this hard now,
how hard would it have...
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oryx:
well, i was coming here to say your profile pic is oh so fantastic, but now that seems a wee bit trivial. hugs, hon.
xrellyx:
aw claire-bear. i wish i could hug you. and i know exactly how you're feeling... and as much as it hurts, it WILL get better... i promise you that. <3
girl - gone.
septum - healing much better.
these last 3 days have been the most emotional i've had in...
a year?
ridiculous.
ugh. a lot's cleared up now, though.
it's just been really... draining.
i'm so glad i didn't wreck Christmas for everyone.
tomorrow morning... snowboarding!!!
that's enough to kick me out of any mood or drug-induced apathy.
i dyed my hair again.
that...
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septum - healing much better.
these last 3 days have been the most emotional i've had in...
a year?
ridiculous.
ugh. a lot's cleared up now, though.
it's just been really... draining.
i'm so glad i didn't wreck Christmas for everyone.
tomorrow morning... snowboarding!!!
that's enough to kick me out of any mood or drug-induced apathy.
i dyed my hair again.
that...
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felipelovesyou:
haha! my microwave is WHY i'm alive! aaaaaaaaannd Your lips are GORGEOUS!! have fun today darlin'!
have fun today darlin'!
kms:
I love your eyes 
i'm really enjoying the Christmas lights and the dreidels in the sg background.
ok.
i wasn't planning on telling anyone that i'd gotten it pierced -
it was supposed to be just "for me" -
but,
is it normal for septums to bleed a few days after the piercing?
like, more than other piercings?
i've had lips, labret, eyebrow, tongue, bellybutton, nipples, hood, nose, and...
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ok.
i wasn't planning on telling anyone that i'd gotten it pierced -
it was supposed to be just "for me" -
but,
is it normal for septums to bleed a few days after the piercing?
like, more than other piercings?
i've had lips, labret, eyebrow, tongue, bellybutton, nipples, hood, nose, and...
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drama:
It really shouldn't bleed a few days after, unless its been moved around a lot, maybe while you're sleeping or something. I actually had my septum stretched a few times and it never bled. Just make sure to clean it thoroughly and don't let the crustys get too bad around it.
kismetssugar:
You could always go and talk to the piercer. Mind you I've found that any of my cartilage piercings always bleed a lot, maybe it's just cus of the location.
hehehehe, crack addict!
hehehehe, crack addict!
i've got too many fucking kids that i actually know on my lj list now.
they'll all judge -
sweet, so...
maybe i'll come back and start writing everything here, instead.
when it's not 4am..
they'll all judge -
sweet, so...
maybe i'll come back and start writing everything here, instead.
when it's not 4am..
fatality:
welcome to the site!
tawejea:
thats what i started doing. more fun spewing to strangers.
And why medicated?
~T