Been having some trouble at work with stats and attendance... the job has become that a job, six months ago I could have seen this as maybe a career... now I am not sure. Still have the girl i just started to again in my life... still not sure where i stand with her. She confuses the crap... Read More
Ello All....
had a interesting a week.... A Girl i hadn't talk to in a few months started texting me again, she is a girl i work with he got kind of weird ed out when i told her that i liked her. She was basically dating an asshole that cheated on her and was the friend who was there through it all. Asked her... Read More
Ello All...
Had kind of stress week at work. Overtime is very rarely offered at my work so if i want to pick up some extra hours i have to pick some others co-workers shift. I have done this quite a bit in the past and am well know for covering shifts for others. Well with the merger my company is going through our call... Read More
After reading Diaz comments i sat down and tried to think of 10 things i have always wanted to do... i dont have ten yet but i will list what i have so far:
1) Go Skydiving
2) Go to every continent but Antarctica
3) Slow dance in the rain with the girl...
4) See one of my Favorite bands live
Not feeling quite as depressed or as much of loser as last time... I don't know why get like that. I just see people around me having fun or being happy and then start feeling like crap because I can seem to be happy or have fun with friends when they invite me out... I just always seem to be out of place... Read More
OK here is my suggestion,
Sit when you have time and make a list of ten things you have wanted to do but haven't gotten around to doing.
Then, do them.
One by one.
You need to spend more time focusing on yourself and less time on how much fun people around you are having.
Time to start having your own fun.
Wish i knew why i feel like a loser all the time even though i have good people in my life... Doubting myself seems to be the only thing i am good at these days... Fell like i am always going to be alone no matter how many good people i am blessed to have in my life...
Another up and down week in the shadows for me... Was without a car for a few days, which blows since I hate having to asking people for ride, but on the bright side I got rides from a girl that i am really starting to like. Took 3 days for them to tell me that my car would start because the security... Read More
Ello all,
last week has been a lil hectic... had a falling out with a friend, moving on from it buts its hard to avoid someone you care about and work with.
Went to Omaha's Henry Doorly Zoo yesterday with my roommates, had a blast. i hadnt been to the zoo since i was like in the 8th grade lol. Looking forward to doing more... Read More
Well May has come and gone and with it my some of my recent lows... June is here now. I am moved in with my roommates for about week now. They are all cool people and i am glad i got to have them for roommates. I am still single though is a new girl in my life I have been thinking a... Read More
sigh, i think office life everywhere sucks, but at least a new city will be great.
and at least you guys have warm weather now its getting real cold here
wow that sounds pretty awesome. i would also stay for benefits and people like that, everyone here is middle aged and popping out babies left right and centre. sigh, i think its the water, im staying clear. i wish there was just more party people around here.