Ello All,
Not feeling quite as depressed or as much of loser as last time... I don't know why get like that. I just see people around me having fun or being happy and then start feeling like crap because I can seem to be happy or have fun with friends when they invite me out... I just always seem to be out of place where ever I go.
I see a girl i like and get to know them and then I start felling like why is she talking to me when she could so much better then me... I just wish I could talk to a girl with confidence and never lose that confidence like I do now. Got invited out with girls i work with to go hangout at a local bar and after about a an hour with them they ditch for some guys that catch their attention. Felt like such a loser. I don't know if its even worth hanging out with others anymore, again i never seem to quite fit in with anyone.
Trying to be upbeat and look on the shiny side of things...
Going on two months with my new roommates, they are a great group of friends. Just wish I was as good of a friend in return sometimes. I am hoping to do some traveling with them soon. Work is kind of up and down right now, but not really care all that much since I am no longer hanging otu with the wrong people at work.
So as a recap my living situation still rocks... being single still blows.... trying to remain upbeat and get my confidence back... Need to make some changes in my life i think...
Until next time this the TattooedShadow
Not feeling quite as depressed or as much of loser as last time... I don't know why get like that. I just see people around me having fun or being happy and then start feeling like crap because I can seem to be happy or have fun with friends when they invite me out... I just always seem to be out of place where ever I go.
I see a girl i like and get to know them and then I start felling like why is she talking to me when she could so much better then me... I just wish I could talk to a girl with confidence and never lose that confidence like I do now. Got invited out with girls i work with to go hangout at a local bar and after about a an hour with them they ditch for some guys that catch their attention. Felt like such a loser. I don't know if its even worth hanging out with others anymore, again i never seem to quite fit in with anyone.
Trying to be upbeat and look on the shiny side of things...
Going on two months with my new roommates, they are a great group of friends. Just wish I was as good of a friend in return sometimes. I am hoping to do some traveling with them soon. Work is kind of up and down right now, but not really care all that much since I am no longer hanging otu with the wrong people at work.
So as a recap my living situation still rocks... being single still blows.... trying to remain upbeat and get my confidence back... Need to make some changes in my life i think...
Until next time this the TattooedShadow
Sit when you have time and make a list of ten things you have wanted to do but haven't gotten around to doing.
Then, do them.
One by one.
You need to spend more time focusing on yourself and less time on how much fun people around you are having.
Time to start having your own fun.