So my computer has been down for a couple of days. I finally got it back. I've been using the PS3's web browser to compensate. Let me tell you something Sony, if you're going to put a web browser on your "computer" (I say that because it basically is) then you need to at least let it run more than a few plugins, especially FLASH!
Anyways, life's good. I hate being here in NC though. My birthday's right around the corner and I feel like I want to be a million miles away for it. I'm tired of having to spend the one day out of the year that I have for myself with people I honestly don't like, but that's life I suppose. I did talk to my parents about sending me somewhere for my present. Yeah I get to go on vacation for my b-day, and yes I am a spoiled 21 about to be 22 year old. Deal with it. Anyways, I was thinking the mountains. Somewhere secluded and beautiful. The only problem with this being I'd HAVE to bring my girlfriend. I know that sounds bad, but living together drives you apart, at least living with her. Hahaha, okay it's not that bad, but damn if I don't want some time alone....
You see, I kind of rushed myself into this whole relationship. I hate that I did that. I love her, I think, and she's an amazing person, seriously one of the coolest laid back girls ever, but I honestly think I'm not ready for something this serious. My problem is I hit this comfort zone with someone and I can't pull myself out of it, and if we broke up, she would literally have NO where to go. So wtf am I supposed to do right now?!
Anyways, life's good. I hate being here in NC though. My birthday's right around the corner and I feel like I want to be a million miles away for it. I'm tired of having to spend the one day out of the year that I have for myself with people I honestly don't like, but that's life I suppose. I did talk to my parents about sending me somewhere for my present. Yeah I get to go on vacation for my b-day, and yes I am a spoiled 21 about to be 22 year old. Deal with it. Anyways, I was thinking the mountains. Somewhere secluded and beautiful. The only problem with this being I'd HAVE to bring my girlfriend. I know that sounds bad, but living together drives you apart, at least living with her. Hahaha, okay it's not that bad, but damn if I don't want some time alone....
You see, I kind of rushed myself into this whole relationship. I hate that I did that. I love her, I think, and she's an amazing person, seriously one of the coolest laid back girls ever, but I honestly think I'm not ready for something this serious. My problem is I hit this comfort zone with someone and I can't pull myself out of it, and if we broke up, she would literally have NO where to go. So wtf am I supposed to do right now?!