I have a date scheduled for after new years day. Hopefully it goes well and my rotten single streak will be over, at least for a little while 
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My feelings and emotions are almost all back now. Although I can't help but wonder, whats the point of having feelings if you have no one special to share them with. I need to find a feisty, sexy, tattooed, opinionated woman with a great sense of humor to keep me on my toes. I am officially ready to go back on the market and am...
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cashmir:
Glad things are looking up for you
xheartswornx:
I've always wondered the same thing. However you look at it, though, every moment with or without is a moment to become stronger in all aspects. While not everyone can agree on how it works or what the outcome will be, at the very least knowledge is gained and new days shall be had under this newly observed data.
For now I rest my hands upon controller to vent frustration and overcome the welling of tears over what has seemingly been lost. Shall I not be intertwined souls with her under a heart-shaped moon a little smile shall fade, but shall conversation be lost in the most simplistic of ways the very blood that flows within these veins slows down in silence as it observes a special gift of days gone past.
So for now... gaming and overworking myself shall be the solace I find until a change of any sort finds its way into the linear time frame that the brain chooses to understand.
For now I rest my hands upon controller to vent frustration and overcome the welling of tears over what has seemingly been lost. Shall I not be intertwined souls with her under a heart-shaped moon a little smile shall fade, but shall conversation be lost in the most simplistic of ways the very blood that flows within these veins slows down in silence as it observes a special gift of days gone past.
So for now... gaming and overworking myself shall be the solace I find until a change of any sort finds its way into the linear time frame that the brain chooses to understand.
Still far from my usual happy positive self. But seeing my last depressing blog every time I log in definitely doesn't help. So I've decided to write three sentences and move forward with my life.
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xheartswornx:
Speaking of far from happy positive self... I beat Batman, but am lacking some things so I might give it a quick once around (if it allows continuations) to find the missing items and then go for game #2...whichever that may be!
xheartswornx:
Fast? I wasted half the time just searching for the... something like 240 Riddler clues. I believe I've got 180 done.... just need to find those last few and get the last upgrade....
The challenges are kinda lame. Sure, stalking is alright but slow. Punding the Square and Triangle button during the fights gets tedious and annoying.
I still really like the game though. The Joker part is a neat idea but not really worth it. They should have had an entire mission or something based around him.
The challenges are kinda lame. Sure, stalking is alright but slow. Punding the Square and Triangle button during the fights gets tedious and annoying.
I still really like the game though. The Joker part is a neat idea but not really worth it. They should have had an entire mission or something based around him.
I just want to curl up in a ball and cry the rest of the day. I just found out via facebook that the girl I've been saving myself for the last six months is now dating some douche! She just came out of a serious relationship six months ago that produced a child. She moved back to Ohio 6 months ago and we started...
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xheartswornx:
Apparently, I'm told, that I should check out Assassin's Creed 2 or Modern Warfare 2. Granted, I'm sure both games are amazing. Batman is also something I've been quite curious about. I think I've narrowed it down to the three of the moment. Hmmm...
xheartswornx:
Dang... well, maybe Batman first? After I play that maybe MW2. Then maybe eventually you'll open AC2 and that could be third?
I'm bored, as usual. Someone start a random debate that doesn't involve ninja's or pirates.
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brotherwolf:
No fucking way, the Ps3's symmetrical layout is a gift from the gods. It is crafted to perfection.
The 360 on the other hand:
When holding the controller in the natural position, your left thumb automatically rests on the d-pad. That is an abomination, it should rest on the trigger you would use most often. And considering the d-pad is not often used for conventional game play, I believe it was a poor choice in placement.
The 360 on the other hand:
When holding the controller in the natural position, your left thumb automatically rests on the d-pad. That is an abomination, it should rest on the trigger you would use most often. And considering the d-pad is not often used for conventional game play, I believe it was a poor choice in placement.
chrysis:
Meeeeehhhhhhhh. I like how I come off better when I type -- am more able to control it [ie: delete, retype, etc.] -- I'm a big loser in person. I'm shy, for instance. Obviously. Hahah.
I had a revelation recently and my life is already starting to change for the better because of it. I've shed my shell and am starting fresh. Embrace me world, I no longer want to be your master, but I do want to be one with you. It feels great to look in the mirror and actually see the real me staring back at me...
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sammylux:
I wanna look at it up close... 
sammylux:
arrrrggghh matey!
In an attempt to add another knotch on my blog bedpost and not come off as completely anti social, I figured I'd say hello......hello. That took some serious effort! But now that-that is out of the way I can finally rest easy. I've had a never ending week, working long ass hours. I need a break like there is no tomorrow. I would kill to...
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chrysis:
Yes. I keep forgetting to reinstall that on this computer. I think I've wiped the drive since it was on .. Hm. Let me check, actually.
Plzhold.
Yeah, I'd have to reinstall it. I'll do that tonight.. and you'll have to reteach me.
Wait, that means my character is completely gone. :[[[ Oh no. .. Do you still have one?
Plzhold.
Yeah, I'd have to reinstall it. I'll do that tonight.. and you'll have to reteach me.
Wait, that means my character is completely gone. :[[[ Oh no. .. Do you still have one?
chrysis:
WAIT, SO I CAN STILL GET MINE FROM --
Wait.
.. Lol.
I have an original one, from three years ago. But it was on his game. Can I get that one? Or just mine, from my game.
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This is very important to me. Haha.
Wait.
.. Lol.
I have an original one, from three years ago. But it was on his game. Can I get that one? Or just mine, from my game.
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This is very important to me. Haha.
It's 4:30 am right now. I'm wide awake! I need to make some fellow insomniac friends soon!!!!
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chrysis:
Ugh, that sucks.
I haven't sleep successfully for a few days now, which resulted in me coming home from a show last night .. and not realizing my car wasn't in my driveway [I'd parked it at my boyfriend's parents' and gotten a ride] .. so when I woke up a couple hours later for work, I was dumfounded. To find it not there. Hahahaha.
Considering I don't drink, that was my first official "DUDE, WHERE'S MY CAR!" moment.
-Forehead smack.-
I haven't sleep successfully for a few days now, which resulted in me coming home from a show last night .. and not realizing my car wasn't in my driveway [I'd parked it at my boyfriend's parents' and gotten a ride] .. so when I woke up a couple hours later for work, I was dumfounded. To find it not there. Hahahaha.
Considering I don't drink, that was my first official "DUDE, WHERE'S MY CAR!" moment.
-Forehead smack.-
chrysis:
That's so funny, because that's EXACTLY what I initially thought had happened. My driveway is this huge hill, and I park at the top at a decent incline, and I usually remember to throw it into first as a safety .. but sometimes I forget, and I was like. FUCK. NO. OMG, IT MUST HAVE ROLLED BACK AND DOWN AND L;ASKDFJ
Down my driveway, there's the street .. and then across that, there are woods and the beginning of a Meteropark? Like, a ravine. Bam, gone. It would've been toast. It's at least a 30 ft drop into a creek. Lol.
And, yeah, I don't drink. Strictly. And I think people who don't are severely cooler than those who do. And we have cleaner insides, too.
Down my driveway, there's the street .. and then across that, there are woods and the beginning of a Meteropark? Like, a ravine. Bam, gone. It would've been toast. It's at least a 30 ft drop into a creek. Lol.
And, yeah, I don't drink. Strictly. And I think people who don't are severely cooler than those who do. And we have cleaner insides, too.
"When you blame others, you give up your power to change."
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brotherwolf:
The rules have changed. True power is held by the person who possesses the largest bookshelf, not gun cabinet or wallet.
brotherwolf:
I cannot say whether things will get better if we change; what I can say is they must change if they are to get better.
I mean.
Good luck. Lol.
Are you scared? Or is it a good thing.
Because. I get terrified.
But it's just been -way- too much fun. :]