brooklyn

I am the luckiest girl in the whole world. I'm trusted beyond most reasonable expectation. Even Alison was shocked. He's okay with you doing WHAT??? It is amazing to have someone care about you so much that they look to your safety and needs without selfishness. He could have easily told me that I couldn't go...but he didn't. He wished me to get what I needed and to do what I needed to do in order to feel okay about Things. He's amazing. I'm so in awe.

I have a DVD sitting here from S. I want to watch it. The curiousity is killing me. A DVD?! What on earth...he told me it was something special for me and that it isn't my pictures.

Looking forward to having brunch with Hunter in awhile. Starving. This is what I get for never eating breakfast. I'm not kidding though, my appetite has definitely doubled recently. It is kind of creepy.

I will have my summer schedule finalized by the time I go to bed tonight. That means I will have to buy lots of flights this afternoon. I need to find myself a big brim floppy hat to wear in Brazil. And a big bottle of sunscreen. The idea of being away from Everything with Him for a long chunck of time just Being is enough to make my toes curl.

17 days until Ms. Alison is here! *kiss, kiss, kiss*

I want to dye my hair.

I just told my mummy that A is a "devout atheist." My poor mummy. Her biggest concern in life is that I marry a "good Christian man." Mom: doesn't it concern you that he's a "devout atheist"? Me: No. It would concern me more if he were a devout Catholic...

I think I've found someone to sublet the room while I'm gone! Yea! I'd really love to have this taken care of soon.

Jackass has that strange "can't stop looking" effect on me. It also makes me wonder why on earth most women even consider dating men. :o) Although the San Francisco Snowboarding seems like it would be kinda fun...

Thinking about this DVD is driving me nuts. Need to know. Need to know. Do I want to know? I keep putting off watching it because 1) I suspect that it is a film, 2) I suspect that I'm in it, 3) I suspect that it will be something that I've never seen before, 4) I have no idea how I will feel seeing those images for the first time...now...that they are part of my past. Very intense. Or I could be wrong...but I don't think so.

This update is obviously a product of the insane amounts of caffeine that I've consummed in the last 12 hours. Too much.

Sunday's pictures today make me want to live somewhere else. Although, given that I'm perpetually cold once the temp. drops below 60' I don't think I'd last long.