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If you so please can then message me..1) i love to know who likes and support me...I became a suicide girl because I was insecure and at 36 I think I still look pretty damn good and thought..wth
So i hope you understand my call out isn't a call to -duty..It is a call for help to meet goals.... I wish I would have thought of you loves sooner as you have all been nothing but respectful and kind to me... Suicide girls I am proud of and I talked about it on my Dr Phil episode..yes Its on my channel... I am proud to be a hopeful ( want to be an actual girl....just been so busy and haven't always put my all into this venture that has changed my life for the better. I am no longer afraid of my body not being good enough or my scar on my belly i usually forget about...but it's front and center and why it is soo big is because my surgery was in my homeland Croatia. Which was War torn and we were living in a green zone. Life for me hasn't always been easy.. when you watch my channel you may think it has.My Mom was a Model from worn torn Crotia living in Los Angeles only a few years..and my Dad was a famous Record Producer..still is. He started the Rock walk on Sunset BLVD in 1985. He was already Co-Founder of the Guitar Centers in 1975 and procuced the YardbyrdsHowever, they broke up when I was 18 months old and my mom became a raging alcoholic living off of Daddies large sums of money...that of which by 12 I had been emancipated from my Mother and was given 1 a nanny and 2 a monthly trust and my Mothers bills bills were paid by my dad every month. She had a sweet life , but always hated me, I was this big mistake. Well it gets worse... My mother only agreed without a fight to emancipation ( a.k.a. 700,000 a year for just being my mom and his ex. not even wife ( common law and common baby) i am convinced it was her only goal..but she later told me in her Croat accent.." He vas so boringa for musician..he vasn't vhat I hoped him to be...he wasn't home..busy vorking..she would even lie that he beat her..my Dad wouldn't hurt a fly (cliche but true)...Anyway yea dawg Cali fucks men over no doubt. She agreed because there was a big family secret she walked in on ..and that was me, being sexually abused by her own brother.(i was 11 ..august before the Sept. I turned 12).needless to say to this day she protects him over me. Its not some sob story I am telling you...its gross & disgusting & sadly an epidemic..the unspoken one... Anyway... MY channel is a great way to get to know me and my life...then you will see how I do this for me and now you guys...but It was for me and My ex. husband is totally cool with it..I of course didn't want him finding out randomly, as we have a custody agreement...bla bla bla bla .. My life is silly weird and very busy..subscribe..those numbers count hope all lovers & please forgive me for being busy working.. I am filming a movie.. That is looking like it will be in the Atlanta Film Festival. I am not ashamed of being a suicide girl... Sooo my loves...my faithful .. Your kind words & attention to me even when I have felt insecure... . I hope all lovers & please forgive me for being busy working.. I am filming a movie.. and I also Run the social media department for Atlanta's Film Society and I do graphic design for Amazon...
Lastly...those who want to play a little game..a little incentive to subscribe..Message me here on SG any fantasy shoots you would want me to submit as I have been so busy to submit a set...send me ideas... however..i would be so grateful if you Sunscribe..I started a few weeks ago..and I need some help Boyz & beautiful SG hopefuls and Girl...
ok..much love
Brooklin1981
