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Well, it's been a couple months since I last updated. I've been busy at work lately. I've also been looking for an apartment in SF...and started bonding with co-workers...and playing WoW. Among all those things, I have no time left to think about how I'm feeling. I'm startingt o feel like an "old maid" though. I'm not sure why, but despite how hard I try to put myself out there, I'm still socially awkward. I mean, I can hold a "deep" conversation, but I can't do the initial small talk necessary to make someone feel welcome...or that I'm interested in them. I dunno, it's complicated. I'm just concentrating on work and if love and friendship find me, so be it...if not, I'll just be "Uncle" to my friends' kids.

I'm heading to Vegas this week. Not for fun...for work. I suppose if I try hard enough, I can find some trouble. I'm only there 2 nights and I'm full up on meetings and such...ugh.

I've been pretty happy lately, actually. It's a welcome feeling. The last few months, I've been in a funk. Some things in my personal life happened that bummed me out and it's taken awhile to make sense of them and let them go. I have to understand something before I can "forget about it." Anyway...