I have to frickin' work all weekend dammit! I have been trying to balance it with relaxation though. I haven't had any real downtime in weeks and it's starting to affect my legendary patience.
I've been feeling very emotional lately. Been thinking about dead relatives a lot and I randomly break out out in tears. Usually it's in public places, which is fucking awkward. I'm really afraid of what may be happening to me again...I may be slipping back into a depression. Last time it took 5 years to dig myself out...and I've been okay for 5 years now.... It's only a matter of time before I start alienating my loved ones. I'm a fucking mess...three guesses why I'm still single! 

