bromopar

Okay, um... WOW. Last night me and my wife got invited to go here with a few of our friends. At first we didn't think we could go but the spirits aligned everything for us and we decided to give it a try. We'd been there once many years ago but we didn't really enjoy it very much. Most of that was our fault because we weren't in the right mindset when we went and we picked a bad night to go. Last night though we were in the right mindset and it was a GREAT night to go. We spent almost the whole night in one of the dungeons while our friend "Mistress Toy" was working on people with her trademark diabolical toys. Near the end of the night my wife decided she wanted a go so she let herself be tied to a St. Andrews X and Toy worked her magic. It was an incredible experience for my wife and Toy was kind enough to teach me a few things about the proper way to flog someone. We arrived at about 11:30pm and left after the club closed at 5:00am. Then all of us, Mistress Toy included because she is a good friend of everyone who went ate at Denny's afterwards. We got home after the sun had risen, had a quickie and crashed out at just past 7:30am. This morning my wife posted that it was the best night EVAR and I completely agree. If you ever have a chance to go with some good friends then you are in for a treat.

Now me and my wife are no strangers to BDSM but entry was rocky to say the least. A few years back I was involved with some folks who treated it like a lifestyle which is just fine and dandy unless you impose that lifestyle on someone who doesn't want to make it their lifestyle. i.e. ME. To say the experience scarred me is like saying the Costa Concordia suffered a few scratches to her hull. I never realized how much until I met my wife and she wanted to try it out. Now like me she has no interest in making it her lifestyle but I still had some latent issues I hadn't worked through. While I can't in good conscience say those issues are behind me I took a MAJOR step last night towards leaving my past where it belongs. I'm eager to take my renewed confidence in BDSM and get to work on my wife. I'm a long way from matching Mistress Toy's skills but like I said shes a good friend so I'm confident with her in my corner I can become the Dominant my wife desires so badly.

In drawing news there isn't any and that bums me out. I just haven't found the motivation to draw lately. Its bumming me out because this time last year I was cranking out three or four drawings a week. Now I can't even finish on a month. I hope I can get over this mental block and start putting pencil back to paper soon. I'm sick of this.