3 hours of class kicked my ass tonight... lots of rope burns and bruises because i didn't have the stamina that i usually have.
trying not to be too sad....
hoping... no.... knowing that better things will come in time.
but right now i just feel
an old friend said to me on monday night..."you are so wonderful... i don't understand why you surround yourself...
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trying not to be too sad....
hoping... no.... knowing that better things will come in time.
but right now i just feel

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deathandtaxes:
awww it sounds like you need the special "hindu" massage. Good thing i've had plenty of training.
finally... i have cable internet... no more dial up! now i can lay in bed and play on the computer!!! (or lay on the computer and play in bed
)
back from vegas... uh... um... well... they say, what happens in vegas stays in vegas... i'll leave it at that.

back from vegas... uh... um... well... they say, what happens in vegas stays in vegas... i'll leave it at that.


deathandtaxes:
uh oh... sounds like a blast. I've never been to vegas before!! can you believe that shit. im almost a grown man and i've still yet to make it there. But i got my plane tix set i'm going for a bachelor party in a few weeks, which definitely smells like trouble. glad you had a wonderful time at your birthday celebration!!!
i'm sticking with being friends with animals.
-discarded like a piece of trash-
anyway
off to vegas tomorrow.... and leaving for good soon after that.
happy fucking birthday to me.... yahoo
-discarded like a piece of trash-
anyway
off to vegas tomorrow.... and leaving for good soon after that.
happy fucking birthday to me.... yahoo




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ampersandwich:
hope it's a happy one!
Y~!
Y~!
deathandtaxes:
happy birthday darling...

have to spend half of tomorrow at the dmv getting my license renewed.

thursday... off to vegas for the big 3 0. cheese
may... off on an alaskan cruise for 8 days with my mom. double cheese
is this how 30 is going to be?


deathandtaxes:
awesome.... early happy birthday. have a wonderful cruise. Birthday drinks when you get back... i PROMISE....
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last night.... the only straight guy at a gay event... a 22 year old replica of someone i know... hot hot hot... cornered me in the womens bathroom.... and.... wow!
i guess at almost 30, i've still got it
a little ego boost is just what the card reader ordered yesterday...
today... back to the same game... but with a little dance in my step



i guess at almost 30, i've still got it
a little ego boost is just what the card reader ordered yesterday...
today... back to the same game... but with a little dance in my step


beautiful, broken
my crystal fingers.
went to the beach with the mutt today...was fucking beautiful. he was so cute splashing in the water for the first time. i walked along listening to khonner on my headphones, watching the water.... i felt like i was in a movie. it was nice.
then i had to take bowie to the doggy wash because a 106 pound dog...
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my crystal fingers.
went to the beach with the mutt today...was fucking beautiful. he was so cute splashing in the water for the first time. i walked along listening to khonner on my headphones, watching the water.... i felt like i was in a movie. it was nice.
then i had to take bowie to the doggy wash because a 106 pound dog...
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deathandtaxes:
can i come with you next teusday?
davel:
it was such a nice day for that today!
didn't do much today...
might go to the costume ball that is tonight... i love getting dressed up like that, but it takes so much effort... then i get there and am bored
not sure if i can muster the energy.
i have more queer as folk to watch (yes... i am addicted to gay soft core porn... but who isn't really
)
might go to the costume ball that is tonight... i love getting dressed up like that, but it takes so much effort... then i get there and am bored

i have more queer as folk to watch (yes... i am addicted to gay soft core porn... but who isn't really

davel:
i'm not really into the gay porn, actually.
i wonder if they make softcore gay porn strictly for the ladies.
i wonder if they make softcore gay porn strictly for the ladies.
tired
sad
but ok
bourbon is my friend
anyone up for a movie this weekend?
sad
but ok
bourbon is my friend



i peeled off the scab on my brand today... i got it all in one piece, a perfect heart of scab... there is something nice about it. i think it would be a nice gift to give someone
(pictures are up)
then... i threw up. i don't know, maybe it was the sensation of pulling off the burnt skin, or what it meant to me....
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then... i threw up. i don't know, maybe it was the sensation of pulling off the burnt skin, or what it meant to me....
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davel:
amazing + ew.
vincet:
sweet noise in your life Dear

long day today... 11 hours of work without a break.
i usually go out on monday nights, but i haven't gone in 3 weeks. need a break i guess.
bourbon, a bath, and a book for tonight.
just found out i'm going to vegas for my birthday... i have the best friend ever!
i'm strangely at peace today... lonely, but at peace
who knows about...
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i usually go out on monday nights, but i haven't gone in 3 weeks. need a break i guess.
bourbon, a bath, and a book for tonight.
just found out i'm going to vegas for my birthday... i have the best friend ever!


i'm strangely at peace today... lonely, but at peace
who knows about...
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