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3 hours of class kicked my ass tonight... lots of rope burns and bruises because i didn't have the stamina that i usually have.

trying not to be too sad....

hoping... no.... knowing that better things will come in time.

but right now i just feel puke

an old friend said to me on monday night..."you are so wonderful... i don't understand why you surround yourself...
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deathandtaxes:
awww it sounds like you need the special "hindu" massage. Good thing i've had plenty of training.
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finally... i have cable internet... no more dial up! now i can lay in bed and play on the computer!!! (or lay on the computer and play in bed wink )

back from vegas... uh... um... well... they say, what happens in vegas stays in vegas... i'll leave it at that. tongue

robot
deathandtaxes:
uh oh... sounds like a blast. I've never been to vegas before!! can you believe that shit. im almost a grown man and i've still yet to make it there. But i got my plane tix set i'm going for a bachelor party in a few weeks, which definitely smells like trouble. glad you had a wonderful time at your birthday celebration!!!
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i'm sticking with being friends with animals.

-discarded like a piece of trash-



anyway

off to vegas tomorrow.... and leaving for good soon after that.


happy fucking birthday to me.... yahoo


surreal surreal surreal surreal
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ampersandwich:
hope it's a happy one!


Y~!
deathandtaxes:
happy birthday darling...
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surreal

have to spend half of tomorrow at the dmv getting my license renewed. puke not my idea of a good day off.

thursday... off to vegas for the big 3 0. cheese

may... off on an alaskan cruise for 8 days with my mom. double cheese

is this how 30 is going to be?
confused eeek
deathandtaxes:
awesome.... early happy birthday. have a wonderful cruise. Birthday drinks when you get back... i PROMISE....

[Edited on Feb 09, 2005 10:36AM]
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last night.... the only straight guy at a gay event... a 22 year old replica of someone i know... hot hot hot... cornered me in the womens bathroom.... and.... wow! biggrin biggrin biggrin

i guess at almost 30, i've still got it

a little ego boost is just what the card reader ordered yesterday...

today... back to the same game... but with a little dance in my step surreal

wink
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beautiful, broken
my crystal fingers.

went to the beach with the mutt today...was fucking beautiful. he was so cute splashing in the water for the first time. i walked along listening to khonner on my headphones, watching the water.... i felt like i was in a movie. it was nice.

then i had to take bowie to the doggy wash because a 106 pound dog...
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deathandtaxes:
can i come with you next teusday?
davel:
it was such a nice day for that today!
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didn't do much today...

might go to the costume ball that is tonight... i love getting dressed up like that, but it takes so much effort... then i get there and am bored confused not sure if i can muster the energy.

i have more queer as folk to watch (yes... i am addicted to gay soft core porn... but who isn't really wink )
davel:
i'm not really into the gay porn, actually.
i wonder if they make softcore gay porn strictly for the ladies.
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tired

sad

but ok

bourbon is my friend biggrin

wink anyone up for a movie this weekend? surreal
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i peeled off the scab on my brand today... i got it all in one piece, a perfect heart of scab... there is something nice about it. i think it would be a nice gift to give someone biggrin (pictures are up)

then... i threw up. i don't know, maybe it was the sensation of pulling off the burnt skin, or what it meant to me....
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davel:
amazing + ew.
vincet:
sweet noise in your life Dear kiss
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long day today... 11 hours of work without a break. robot

i usually go out on monday nights, but i haven't gone in 3 weeks. need a break i guess.

bourbon, a bath, and a book for tonight.

just found out i'm going to vegas for my birthday... i have the best friend ever! tongue smile

i'm strangely at peace today... lonely, but at peace

who knows about...
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