3 hours of class kicked my ass tonight... lots of rope burns and bruises because i didn't have the stamina that i usually have.
trying not to be too sad....
hoping... no.... knowing that better things will come in time.
but right now i just feel
an old friend said to me on monday night..."you are so wonderful... i don't understand why you surround yourself with shit" hmmm... made me know he is right... but also remembered he hasn't met my best friend... who is nowhere near shit. see... i'm coming along
tired of
... ready for 
trying not to be too sad....
hoping... no.... knowing that better things will come in time.
but right now i just feel
an old friend said to me on monday night..."you are so wonderful... i don't understand why you surround yourself with shit" hmmm... made me know he is right... but also remembered he hasn't met my best friend... who is nowhere near shit. see... i'm coming along
tired of
... ready for 
deathandtaxes:
awww it sounds like you need the special "hindu" massage. Good thing i've had plenty of training.