well well well!!!! the rollercoaster of life still makes me puke. with all of these loops, twists and turnes, i really don't know what to expect anymore. i don't even think i care. the only thing i do care about is fucking my credit up, so that won't happen. as far as living situation and all that goes, i have a month to move out of this place i'm in now. the thing is, i don't even make enough money to cover rent after my car payment and insurance. i'm not gonna feel sorry for myself like i always do. i'm just gonna make due with what i got and roll with it. something has gotta give. i know things will get better. i just need to be patient. i'm so scared that i bust my ass to make ends meet for nothing. i'm scared that my whole life is one big prank like that show "you're on candid camera" or "punked". i hate that fucking show! 
i jusr ask for a sign to let me know that i'm working toward something. that all this struggle and strife isn't just for shits and giggles. i hope i get one soon. this shit is beginning to break me. i hope everyone is doing good. give a hug to someone you love.
song of the week: killswitch engage-the element of one
i jusr ask for a sign to let me know that i'm working toward something. that all this struggle and strife isn't just for shits and giggles. i hope i get one soon. this shit is beginning to break me. i hope everyone is doing good. give a hug to someone you love.
song of the week: killswitch engage-the element of one
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Um... I don't know you and I'm not really sure how I found myself reading your journal, but how about if I send you a psychic hug anyway? Hee hee... that sounds all new-agey.
How much can you afford in rent?