I spent all day with friends and now I am laying in bed listening to upbeat music. Why do I still feel like shit?
I'm fucking pissed! I just watched a really good movie with a really shitty end. I am down with movies that kill off the main characters, I really don't care if they Reservoir Dogs the entire cast. If it's a slasher movie I may even root for the killer. What I don't like is spending 2 hours, having the movie draw me into the characters...
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The presence of music as I sleep does weird things to my dreams. For instance, last night I let some music play while I slept and my dream combined several things that just don't belong together, such as: giant spiders, wasps, skateboarding, Call of Duty, and Mythbusters. If you're saying "wtf, how does that work?" well you got me. But it definitely makes things interesting...
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Do you ever have nights where it's all quiet outside, nothing going on, and for some reason you really don't want to do anything; it's just you and your thoughts? It feels like that kind of night right now. Fuck That! I'm cracking open a bottle of rum 
and hopefully empty it in a few hours.
and hopefully empty it in a few hours.
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broken_tsuba:
Thanks, most of my art is in comic or manga style. I've only tried people once or twice but they've never come out as realistic as yours.
broken_tsuba:
I had a reference for these, couldn't do freehand
Just slept over 12 hours and I'm still tired, WTF?!!
sassydeville:
Well, I did not set any fires or break any bones, so I suppose the blog did help a bit. Allowing others to read my thoughts makes me feel crazy, because I'm not sure that others feel that way...? And well, he makes me feel crazy. The silence makes me feel crazy.
broken_tsuba:
I say fuck it, if you blog, who cares if others feel like that or not, right? I been through some messed up shit too, I probably could have made a book out of the stuff I wrote lol. I spent a while trying to figure out why she did what she did but eventually I realized that it didn't matter, and just being in the current situation was all the closure I needed.
I am a smoker, and although I haven't been one for very long I know what I like about it. The fascination of inhaling a thick fog of smoke and watching it disperse as I exhale. I know that the nicotine tells my brain I want another cigarette but I as sit here and smoke, it is by far the former that tells my hand...
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broken_tsuba:
Wow, no I actually haven't heard about herbal cigarettes. I may have to check that out. Have you tried them yourself or just heard about it?
AND cigars are delicious. I like black and mild myself. But in general, yes, they are simply delicious
AND cigars are delicious. I like black and mild myself. But in general, yes, they are simply delicious
sassydeville:
I've smoked ecstacy cigarettes before. They are herbals. They have catnip and damiana in them, which will actually give you a little energy. They're tasty. They actually smell like pot, which is funny. They're nicotine and chemical free. I used to smoke them when I drank, because they perked me up a bit.
This is a decent website http://www.healthymagnets.com/cgi-local/SoftCart.exe/ecstacycigs.htm?E+scstore
I've bought them at Fantasy in Newport News, but most head shops carry them.
This is a decent website http://www.healthymagnets.com/cgi-local/SoftCart.exe/ecstacycigs.htm?E+scstore
I've bought them at Fantasy in Newport News, but most head shops carry them.
Finally washed and waxed the cars, tired as shit. Next thing on my to-do list is to go through all my CDs and find out which actually work. This is going to take Forever.
Sounds like a datecard
First blog so i figure i'll just talk about myself for a while (BC in conceited like that). I'm a huge movie buff and it shows when i talk (90% of everything I say is a quote of something). I'll prolly marry any chick that is well versed enough to have a 5 minute back and forth quoting a movie scene....
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First blog so i figure i'll just talk about myself for a while (BC in conceited like that). I'm a huge movie buff and it shows when i talk (90% of everything I say is a quote of something). I'll prolly marry any chick that is well versed enough to have a 5 minute back and forth quoting a movie scene....
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broken_tsuba:
thanks for the welcome. Yeah, finding a job is a living hell here. I'm looking at some jobs in surf and skate shops right now. If I can snag a spot it should be a fun place to build some income till i move where the real jobs are. What kind of work are you looking for?
llynsceach:
Well, technically, I have a job ( I work for the French postal service) but I graduated two years ago in history and public law so I'm searching for something related to the managing of heritage sites. And there aren't so much paid jobs in this area (they love making you work for free in fact, good experiences, but one needs money to pay the bills).
Your plan sounds good, I hope you'll succeed
Your plan sounds good, I hope you'll succeed