broken_reality

doesn't seem to be helping ....? why not try something else

yo what up thanks for the comments ya'll. Well the meds seem to help a little. I cut the dose of zyprexa in half and almost snapped then went back to the full dose which keeps me barely sane. But then my shrink says the meds are a "crutch" (he didn't actually say that but it was obvious what he meant). Okay thanks for the mixed signals, dumbass. hehehe I see him tomorrow. But tonite I'm gonna toke up.

that looks like my old dorm room from like 5 years ago

My room isn't just a room, it's a shrine. Everything in it is sacred, esp. my computer. I linger on the brink of insanity. In fact the only thing keeping me from going rite over the edge are two little pills I take every day.