Recovery isn't easy. It feels more like past regression, but you're living through it. I'm basically where I left off 6 years ago, just a kid. As I slowly wake up, everything comes back in fragments. During this process, you see what it was that you had lost on the way. the things you compromised, the friends you never saw, even SG. When I do this, it's hard not to get angry. You sacrificed parts of your life for another person and you did it willingly. Before comfort and security was a goal, but I feel I see it for what it is now. A bear trap.
I'm trying my best to become stronger both mentally and physically. started taking boxing lessons again (a casualty of comfort ->laziness) and it's rough, but I'm happy to see I can handle it, I guess I didn't lose everything.
I'm carving myself to my roots which is buddhism.
I'm letting go of this tragedy slowly bit by bit.
This is Brody Mors signing out.
I'm trying my best to become stronger both mentally and physically. started taking boxing lessons again (a casualty of comfort ->laziness) and it's rough, but I'm happy to see I can handle it, I guess I didn't lose everything.
I'm carving myself to my roots which is buddhism.
I'm letting go of this tragedy slowly bit by bit.
This is Brody Mors signing out.