Man oh man....
this entire week...I might have slept a day in all that confusion. Partied till 8am two nights in a row...but that doesn't really matter much to me since I won't be sleeping...haven't slept well since the Salvia...so, I guess I'm fucked?
Have a feeling I'm slowly pushing myself off the clift....but if so...why does it feel as though I'm furthering myself through Reiki practice and having angels and daemons but shit in my head...it's insane...but
I actually wanted to use this journal to talk about the dream I had. I have a feeling a person isn't supposed to do Reiki when they're intoxicated...considering...I freak out everytime I do....and I mean pulling grass off the ground by its roots...disorientation...mushroom and cannabis-like effects hitting you in pulses.
so, here's the dream I had or "vision" I had after a night of performing Reiki on a good friend of mine.
I went to sleep on the floor...figuring it was better than the wooden chair...later headed to the couch at 5am. Woke up to my friends watching "Blow". I keep snapping in and out of consciousness...watching glimpses of the movie. I wake up to the part in the film where the guys wife dies and the image of the movie fades and soft and soothing acoustic guitar starts playing and a cartoon starts playing. When I woke up, I was convinced the film had a cartoon in it....went so far as to rewind the movie only to give up and admit that I'm just crazy. The cartoon that played was of two people with living beings inside them...the people were lovers. They lock themselves in an embrace and the living beings inside them reach through the skin and latch onto the others "beings"...the two start glowing a heavenly light and a narrator kicks in sounding like Depp's voice "there are three people who've mattered most to me and one of them was my father" I think that line was from the actual film. The acoustic background fades and I "pass out" again.
10 minutes after my confusion about what happened, my cousin picks up his acoustic and starts playing the same tune that was as background music for the cartoon. I asked him if he played anything while I was asleep...he told me "Dude, I was just improvising right now".
the memory still leaves me with an eerie feeling.
btw...I'm very tired right now...so don't be a typo nazi
this entire week...I might have slept a day in all that confusion. Partied till 8am two nights in a row...but that doesn't really matter much to me since I won't be sleeping...haven't slept well since the Salvia...so, I guess I'm fucked?
Have a feeling I'm slowly pushing myself off the clift....but if so...why does it feel as though I'm furthering myself through Reiki practice and having angels and daemons but shit in my head...it's insane...but
I actually wanted to use this journal to talk about the dream I had. I have a feeling a person isn't supposed to do Reiki when they're intoxicated...considering...I freak out everytime I do....and I mean pulling grass off the ground by its roots...disorientation...mushroom and cannabis-like effects hitting you in pulses.
so, here's the dream I had or "vision" I had after a night of performing Reiki on a good friend of mine.
I went to sleep on the floor...figuring it was better than the wooden chair...later headed to the couch at 5am. Woke up to my friends watching "Blow". I keep snapping in and out of consciousness...watching glimpses of the movie. I wake up to the part in the film where the guys wife dies and the image of the movie fades and soft and soothing acoustic guitar starts playing and a cartoon starts playing. When I woke up, I was convinced the film had a cartoon in it....went so far as to rewind the movie only to give up and admit that I'm just crazy. The cartoon that played was of two people with living beings inside them...the people were lovers. They lock themselves in an embrace and the living beings inside them reach through the skin and latch onto the others "beings"...the two start glowing a heavenly light and a narrator kicks in sounding like Depp's voice "there are three people who've mattered most to me and one of them was my father" I think that line was from the actual film. The acoustic background fades and I "pass out" again.
10 minutes after my confusion about what happened, my cousin picks up his acoustic and starts playing the same tune that was as background music for the cartoon. I asked him if he played anything while I was asleep...he told me "Dude, I was just improvising right now".
the memory still leaves me with an eerie feeling.
btw...I'm very tired right now...so don't be a typo nazi
I wish someone would do Reiki on me, I have so much crap that needs lifting outta me.
That was one hell of a dream you had. Mine have been pretty weird recently, but not quite as bizarre as that one
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
(hugs to Charlotte and Steve