AUGH. 
You know...I'm not looking for a pity party here, and I certainly don't want ANYONE feeling sorry for me, but I'm reeeeaaallly sick and tired of being bisexual. It really sucks ass sometimes. And what's worse, is that unless you're speaking to someone who's also Bi, it's impossible to help people understand the conflict.
I'm so happy with my boyfriend. He fulfills every aspect of a companion I could ever want. But the simple fact is, there's nothing he can do to address that desire in me to be with women. I'm not talking romantically - he takes care of that. But that's what sucks ass about being bi - no matter who you're committed to, you can't be 100% sexually fulfilled unless you have both.
God, that sounds horribly selfish, doesn't it? It's not my intention. And I don't believe in dishonesty - I wouldn't do anything behind his back. *sigh* It just seems the only people who catch my drift are having the same issues! Is there no solution?!
Ack.
:: steps off of soapbox ::
In other news, I was checking out my old haunt out of boredom today. I discovered that I STILL know every fun, cute, openminded lady on that site. How tiresome! They need some new faces on there.
What's everyone's big plan for the weekend?
You know...I'm not looking for a pity party here, and I certainly don't want ANYONE feeling sorry for me, but I'm reeeeaaallly sick and tired of being bisexual. It really sucks ass sometimes. And what's worse, is that unless you're speaking to someone who's also Bi, it's impossible to help people understand the conflict.
I'm so happy with my boyfriend. He fulfills every aspect of a companion I could ever want. But the simple fact is, there's nothing he can do to address that desire in me to be with women. I'm not talking romantically - he takes care of that. But that's what sucks ass about being bi - no matter who you're committed to, you can't be 100% sexually fulfilled unless you have both.
God, that sounds horribly selfish, doesn't it? It's not my intention. And I don't believe in dishonesty - I wouldn't do anything behind his back. *sigh* It just seems the only people who catch my drift are having the same issues! Is there no solution?!
Ack.
:: steps off of soapbox ::
In other news, I was checking out my old haunt out of boredom today. I discovered that I STILL know every fun, cute, openminded lady on that site. How tiresome! They need some new faces on there.
What's everyone's big plan for the weekend?
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and also,
i understand the want to eat some pussy at times
and that's why threesomes are so nice - your man can be there and you can have what you want at the same time
*kisses*
so those leads girlie, i'm waitin *patiently waits in the corner*