so here's another little known fact about me. when excitted or nervous or angry i stutter. i started it when i was about 7....and looking back, it is the year my mother got married. she married into a very welathy old new england family. there waere all kinds of blue blood types at the weeding- vanderbilts, mellon's, the works.
i had only had my mom to myslef for 2 years. she moved to goeorgia the month after i was born, and my grandparents raised me. my mom only moved back when they died. i adored my mom, but at the time she as only a 20 year old girl. thts like me walking around with a five year old.
anyway....i stutter when im mad, and when im sad, and when i feel hurt.....essentially any extreme of emotion. its just a matter of me thinking way too fast for my mouth. i am ten sentences ahead in my brain, and my mouth just cant move that fast. i am very aware of it, and i hate it when it comes out and someone says, "hey, why do you stutter?" one of the things i hate the most. thank god all my boyfriends have found it to be an endearing quality.
anywho, on to a new topic. i get totally cool stuff in the mail today. i just....want it here NOW! i am way too impatient. also, these are in the mail to me. i am in love with them.
off to go jobhunting!!
i had only had my mom to myslef for 2 years. she moved to goeorgia the month after i was born, and my grandparents raised me. my mom only moved back when they died. i adored my mom, but at the time she as only a 20 year old girl. thts like me walking around with a five year old.
anyway....i stutter when im mad, and when im sad, and when i feel hurt.....essentially any extreme of emotion. its just a matter of me thinking way too fast for my mouth. i am ten sentences ahead in my brain, and my mouth just cant move that fast. i am very aware of it, and i hate it when it comes out and someone says, "hey, why do you stutter?" one of the things i hate the most. thank god all my boyfriends have found it to be an endearing quality.
anywho, on to a new topic. i get totally cool stuff in the mail today. i just....want it here NOW! i am way too impatient. also, these are in the mail to me. i am in love with them.
off to go jobhunting!!
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A friend of mine's right hand twitches when she is starting to go off the deep end of anger.
At any rate, thanx for the friendship!!!!!! Yay!!!
are you close with your mom? whats your relationship with her like now?
if you shoot me your addy...i'll send you a cool package of fun shite...i love sending people mail!