brittymon

lost my job. my mother figure and my home all in one week. now im stranded and homeless. if i never got that job i technically would be better off because id still be at my dads place..... so this is my crap life? do i never get a fucking break?!?! i havent smoked weed in forever and im so nauseous and dizzy and anxious. no money. no gas to move my car.... my car has no gas at ALL....so im gonna have to steal some to get outta here.
im staying in moorpark at a friends friends place who he is house sitting but ive gotta be out in the morning.....
fuck. and everyones hitting on me....everyone but the people i want to! im not gonna be settleing for less anymore...even tho im homeless, in ma car...that im supposto be making payments on...lol so how do i do this now? i dono...but a place to sleep is #1

EDIT(july 14 2010): paypals under my e-mail brittymon37@yahoo.com
so i guess i was taking expired slow acting insulin for almost 2 weekd making my diabetes impossible to control for what felt like no reason. after being kicked outta my place, lost my job, skipping from house to house then taking expired insulin for so long makes you disorientated, hard to think....hard to figure out why...then not sleeping for days the stress...so im staying in a persons studio whom ive never met in person. he is out of town and left his kets w his neighbor and he let me in... im actually in a place w a bed and im going to be eventually okay...it was a very hard last few weeks for me....i just need gas money to make it to the interviews i have lined up...weee