i really suck at this posting thing.... UPDATES!
So, the boyfriend and I broke up again- Im thinking for good this time. I cannot keep moving all over the country to be with him- well its only Florida, but still. You get the idea. We said this time if we didnt make it work- we were going to stop trying. Its hard. We love eachother- we are just in different places, location wise and mentally. Personally, I was the best thing for him. When we are not together he makes the worst decisions. Its almost like I am what keeps his life out of shambles. I miss him. I wish the best for him. I wish we could be friends but I know that is not possible. There are too many jealousy issues between the two of us. And I am far from the jealous type- but when it comes to him... Im a mess. Moving on...
I am so excited for Christmas. I cannot wait any longer- hurry up Santa. Lets put a rush on things. I put my tre up about 2 weeks ago- oh it is fabulous. I love it. Christmas shopping is for the most part finished. I still have to get one friend a present. Im waiting until after Christmas to do Dads side of the fam- considering I will not see them until after the holiday- oh well. Im going to North Carolina for Christmas to see my Mom. I was excited about that- but now her immature moronic husband is back in the picture- so Im kinda pissed. We really hate one another. Maybe he will keep his mouth shut because it is holiday time. I doubt it. He ruins everything. Bastard.
Ive been working sooo much. And Im starting to really hate it. I never want to work again. Ive been thinking about pleeding my case to Donald Trump. Maybe I'll get lucky and he will take me under his wing and put me up in TRUMP TOWER! Now thats wishful thinking. A girl can dream...
I recently got my lip pierced. Ive wanted to get it done since last fall... but because I work for Persians theyre not really feeling the piercings. "Brittany, I like it I really do- but its not professional." Oh fuck off asshole. Friday I went and got stabbed with the needle. I said "Fuck it." I wanted it done and I got it done- being the hard ass that I am. Ha. Mom hates it. She'll get over it. Friends LOVE it. Because of course theyre cool like me. Boss- not so much. He hates it. So, I conjured a lie. "Amir, dont freak out about the lip ring. It was a dare. I had to take it. And I am getting 100 bucks to keep in it until the next Auction." I told him that I would take it out before the next Auction, becuase it is NOT professional and I might give the old, rich fucks a heart attack. Anyway I went out and bought a clear retainer and Im going to pop that in before I have to polish up my act and be a classy lady. I put on a good front for the old farts. They love me. Anyway- take that Amir with your stupid rules. AND THANK GOD FOR RETAINERS!!!
SEX LIFE:
I no longer have one. Pathetic. I havent had a crush in a long time, but I think I may have one on someone particular. Ive always been attracted to him- but now that I am back on the market- HOLLLLLAAAA! Haha. He hot. I love his hair. Hes funny. (Im a sucker for funny people.) I know hes got a thing for me. "Im conceited. I gotta reason." Maybe things will find a way of "happening." I hope so. Im not looking for a relationship. And Im not looking just to "hook" up. I dont know what the hell I am looking for. Relationships are nuts. Very stressful. But Im not down with being just a casual thing. So, I guess I want something more than hooking up. Who knows.
I really hate my hair. Its so boring. I miss the pink & black. HOT MAMA!! The damn persians didnt like that either-fuckers. Currently, it is still cut in a short bob. Dark brown. Highlighted red & blonde- boring. Everyone else seems to like it. I think I want to grow my hair out. I kinda miss it long. But eww- when its growing out it looks horrible. I only look good with SHORT or LONG hair- nothing in between, in my opinion. My hairdresser always says I have the face to wear pretty much any hair style. I disagree. I saw Rambos preview to her set on SG's MySpace blog. Now her hair is hot. I want mine like that. I actually had the same hair cut before I chopped mine off. My bangs were a little longer because I have a stupid callick(is that spelled right) in the front of my head. I need a new look. A new do'. I want a new color. A new cut. Extensions maybe? IF ANYONE IN THE MARYLAND DC VA (NOVA) AREA KNOWS HOW TO PUT IN KILLER EXTENSIONS LET ME KNOW!!! I WANT SOME!! MESSAGE ME PLEASE!! or send an I.M. or hit up the myspizzy.
aim=brittanyWAAATSON
myspace= /reverseitbee
that is all.
So, the boyfriend and I broke up again- Im thinking for good this time. I cannot keep moving all over the country to be with him- well its only Florida, but still. You get the idea. We said this time if we didnt make it work- we were going to stop trying. Its hard. We love eachother- we are just in different places, location wise and mentally. Personally, I was the best thing for him. When we are not together he makes the worst decisions. Its almost like I am what keeps his life out of shambles. I miss him. I wish the best for him. I wish we could be friends but I know that is not possible. There are too many jealousy issues between the two of us. And I am far from the jealous type- but when it comes to him... Im a mess. Moving on...
I am so excited for Christmas. I cannot wait any longer- hurry up Santa. Lets put a rush on things. I put my tre up about 2 weeks ago- oh it is fabulous. I love it. Christmas shopping is for the most part finished. I still have to get one friend a present. Im waiting until after Christmas to do Dads side of the fam- considering I will not see them until after the holiday- oh well. Im going to North Carolina for Christmas to see my Mom. I was excited about that- but now her immature moronic husband is back in the picture- so Im kinda pissed. We really hate one another. Maybe he will keep his mouth shut because it is holiday time. I doubt it. He ruins everything. Bastard.
Ive been working sooo much. And Im starting to really hate it. I never want to work again. Ive been thinking about pleeding my case to Donald Trump. Maybe I'll get lucky and he will take me under his wing and put me up in TRUMP TOWER! Now thats wishful thinking. A girl can dream...
I recently got my lip pierced. Ive wanted to get it done since last fall... but because I work for Persians theyre not really feeling the piercings. "Brittany, I like it I really do- but its not professional." Oh fuck off asshole. Friday I went and got stabbed with the needle. I said "Fuck it." I wanted it done and I got it done- being the hard ass that I am. Ha. Mom hates it. She'll get over it. Friends LOVE it. Because of course theyre cool like me. Boss- not so much. He hates it. So, I conjured a lie. "Amir, dont freak out about the lip ring. It was a dare. I had to take it. And I am getting 100 bucks to keep in it until the next Auction." I told him that I would take it out before the next Auction, becuase it is NOT professional and I might give the old, rich fucks a heart attack. Anyway I went out and bought a clear retainer and Im going to pop that in before I have to polish up my act and be a classy lady. I put on a good front for the old farts. They love me. Anyway- take that Amir with your stupid rules. AND THANK GOD FOR RETAINERS!!!
SEX LIFE:
I no longer have one. Pathetic. I havent had a crush in a long time, but I think I may have one on someone particular. Ive always been attracted to him- but now that I am back on the market- HOLLLLLAAAA! Haha. He hot. I love his hair. Hes funny. (Im a sucker for funny people.) I know hes got a thing for me. "Im conceited. I gotta reason." Maybe things will find a way of "happening." I hope so. Im not looking for a relationship. And Im not looking just to "hook" up. I dont know what the hell I am looking for. Relationships are nuts. Very stressful. But Im not down with being just a casual thing. So, I guess I want something more than hooking up. Who knows.
I really hate my hair. Its so boring. I miss the pink & black. HOT MAMA!! The damn persians didnt like that either-fuckers. Currently, it is still cut in a short bob. Dark brown. Highlighted red & blonde- boring. Everyone else seems to like it. I think I want to grow my hair out. I kinda miss it long. But eww- when its growing out it looks horrible. I only look good with SHORT or LONG hair- nothing in between, in my opinion. My hairdresser always says I have the face to wear pretty much any hair style. I disagree. I saw Rambos preview to her set on SG's MySpace blog. Now her hair is hot. I want mine like that. I actually had the same hair cut before I chopped mine off. My bangs were a little longer because I have a stupid callick(is that spelled right) in the front of my head. I need a new look. A new do'. I want a new color. A new cut. Extensions maybe? IF ANYONE IN THE MARYLAND DC VA (NOVA) AREA KNOWS HOW TO PUT IN KILLER EXTENSIONS LET ME KNOW!!! I WANT SOME!! MESSAGE ME PLEASE!! or send an I.M. or hit up the myspizzy.
aim=brittanyWAAATSON
myspace= /reverseitbee
that is all.
art_boy:
Sounds like a lot of shit at one time....sorry to hear. On the brighter side, new year and new life....not a bad time to start. I did the move for someone else once.......didn't work out and moved back with no money and no place to live. It gets better. God luck and have fun......