.....AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! FUCK PUTTING EVERYONE IN THE WORLD BEFORE ME!!!!!... no... honestly I think I would do anything and everything for my friends with nothing in return... but... damn....
No.... Seriously.... Ya wanna know how this weekend has ended up compaired to what I had planned in the previous journal entry??..... (the irony)
Well.... Went to Seattle.... dropped Sonnet off for Burlesque as planned and went to go meet Mary... Pretty un-eventful.... But that's OK, cause it's back to Kennewick this morning (a good 6 hour or so drive) so I can be with Jessica for her birthday!.... WRONG! I get back here to find out that she decided to do Birthday stuff TOMMORROW! Which first of all, means I missed out on hanging with SGers for.... Yup.... Nothing.... Not only that, but tomorrow I still need to go all the way back to Seattle to pick up Sonnet and then I planned to go down to the Portland for the Portland Burlesque afterparty.... WRONG! Jessica's birthday stuff is tomorrow...... So yes, I in the end will have driven a total of about 20 plus hours all for Jessica and her birthday, and to keep promises to friends like Mary and Sonnet.... I just hope Jessica realizes how much I adore her and go to the end of the earth for her....
Oh yes, one last thing.... Guess who's birthday it is on the 1st??? MINE! Guess who of all these people has no plans because I've been focusing on everyone else? ME! guess who had the vast majority of her friends forget about her birthday despite her announceing it every time another certain birthday was announced? Yep, me again..... I'M THE FUCKING BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE!!! And one more.... Guess who through all this is gonna keep a smile on her face the whole time to keep from anyone having to feel bad? Yup, me... Happy fucking go lucky Britney....
I only fear that soon I may combust and exploid with held in emotions and have to be strapped down and thrown into a padded room with a straight jacket.....
so yeah.... YAY FOR THIS FUN FUCKING FILLED WEEKEND! WOOHOO!!
..... I shall report later with happy news, I swear.... No more self pity party! But after this whole weekend, for GOD sakes! Let me at LEAST have this moment!!!!!!............. I'm off now to drown my sorrows in a bottle of jack daniels and a continuely loaded pipe...... Tata!
No.... Seriously.... Ya wanna know how this weekend has ended up compaired to what I had planned in the previous journal entry??..... (the irony)
Well.... Went to Seattle.... dropped Sonnet off for Burlesque as planned and went to go meet Mary... Pretty un-eventful.... But that's OK, cause it's back to Kennewick this morning (a good 6 hour or so drive) so I can be with Jessica for her birthday!.... WRONG! I get back here to find out that she decided to do Birthday stuff TOMMORROW! Which first of all, means I missed out on hanging with SGers for.... Yup.... Nothing.... Not only that, but tomorrow I still need to go all the way back to Seattle to pick up Sonnet and then I planned to go down to the Portland for the Portland Burlesque afterparty.... WRONG! Jessica's birthday stuff is tomorrow...... So yes, I in the end will have driven a total of about 20 plus hours all for Jessica and her birthday, and to keep promises to friends like Mary and Sonnet.... I just hope Jessica realizes how much I adore her and go to the end of the earth for her....
Oh yes, one last thing.... Guess who's birthday it is on the 1st??? MINE! Guess who of all these people has no plans because I've been focusing on everyone else? ME! guess who had the vast majority of her friends forget about her birthday despite her announceing it every time another certain birthday was announced? Yep, me again..... I'M THE FUCKING BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE!!! And one more.... Guess who through all this is gonna keep a smile on her face the whole time to keep from anyone having to feel bad? Yup, me... Happy fucking go lucky Britney....

I only fear that soon I may combust and exploid with held in emotions and have to be strapped down and thrown into a padded room with a straight jacket.....

so yeah.... YAY FOR THIS FUN FUCKING FILLED WEEKEND! WOOHOO!!


fenway:
put yourself first....have a happy birthday and i would spend the day with you if you didnt live so goddamned far away! if your friends dont appreciate what you do for them, then they are not true friends.


likwid_todd:
