So, I don't ever take pictures without makeup on.
Ever since I was a tiny little kid, I was bullied to no end about how I looked. At age 10 I wanted to kill my self because I was bullied so much. Children would kick bathroom stalls open on me while I was using the bathroom which at one point I was hit in the forehead which caused a scar. I also have scars all over my knees where I was pushed down in the yard. One time I was pushed down so hard that it cut me knee open, the nurse was so tired of me being in her office she never cleaned it and just stuck a bandaid on it. 4 days later I had gangrene in my knee and had to have it cut out, I was only 7 and I almost lost my entire leg from it.
When I moved to the United states things got worse! I was made fun of for my accent so over several months I forced my self to lose my accent. I was then made fun of for my pale completion due to being European. I was made fun of because of my freckles. Teenagers would scream and yell and embarrass me so eventually at age 16 I dropped out of school.
Now at age 30, I'm bullied because of how skinny I am, how skinny my face is and my freckles. I get told I look like a guy, or I get told I look transgender because I have a boy like figure but big fake boobs. Outside of this site I'm harassed and bullied so much that I dread seeing comments on my model fb page.
Coming on this site is the only place I feel safe, wanted and loved, so by sharing this picture of me before and after doesn't give me anxiety because I know I'm accepted either way I look.
For that I wanted to say thank you to everyone who follows me, shows me so much love on here and makes me feel wanted!
I love you all
