So I worked from 7am-midnight yesterday (Saturday). My day started out with someone taking a shit on our outdoor patio furniture at work and I had to page a manager and housekeeping to clean it up with the admissions officer girl crying and gagging about it. My life is cray-cray sometimes...
I'm trying to sleep, but I'm having a really hard time sleeping lately. I've been watching episodes of "Six Feet Under", but I'm finding out that I like "True Blood", "Dexter" and "Dead Like Me" better... I'm only on season 2, though, I'm going to wait it out. It's not bad, I just think I like a little bit more overt humorous dialogue versus dry humor sometimes? Who knows, I'm just not wowed by the whole thing. About the only thing watching it has convinced me is I want to write a screenplay for ScriptFrenzy month about me - only because it seems like fucked up and neurotic people belong on TV series.
I mean - starting your weekend with human shit on a table/student union plaza during admissions week has to be good for someone's entertainment, right?
Hm... Let's see, soul baring time? Why not.
1) I feel like I have really disordered eating habits. I never want to eat or I get obsessed with certain foods like shredded coconut, orange juice, greasy bacon or crusty french bread and then I eat like a 6 year old fixated on a particular food for weeks. I also eat a lot of non-real foods like highly caffeinated things which is not good.
2) I don't like wearing clothes because they make me feel "fat' or suffocated. I don't like society defining me as something I never feel I am. I think when I'm naked I feel good, and I give good hugs, I'm squishy - clothing just depresses me. It tells me I'm "too big" and not good enough for cute things. I don't like how I look naked though, too many marks and rolls and lines - I just like the feeling, my house is officially a clothing optional zone.
3) I think I'm oversexed. I think about it all the time. I'm such a guy! I'm like an introverted sex addict. I don't like to interact with people (yeah, I'm a semi-misanthropic shut-in already!) but I do have a very active imagination and think about things way too much probably for my own good... I also like knowing that I know how to turn people on - THE POWER! BWAHAHAHAHA! The unmitigated power! (I'm so geeky - AND EVIL! )
4) I don't know how to sleep in a bed without someone else in it. I used to be really greedy and like space. But lately, I like sleeping on the couch if I'm alone and leaving my huge bed unslept in. But, I've been trying to sleep in it again and I'm having a hard time getting used go using it for sleep and not... other things...
5) I don't like the fact that my ex-best friend's current fiancee "likes" things on my Facebook. I'm not petty enough to unfriend them, and I'm not morbidly curious what they are up to, I just... I don't know... I'm weird.
That's it for now! Confessional over!
In other news, I keep trying to pull out one irritating chest dermal, I think it's like a loose tooth, ready to go, it's just hanging in there for dear life! And I bought Jergen's tanning cream, I'm going to give it a try, I figure if I'm going to stay up all night and sleep all day, I might have to lie and pretend like I walk among the living.
ANYWAY - you know the drill:
I think my resolution for the week is to just do things and not over think them... do you have any personal goals for this week?
PS: My sister was born 25 years ago April 11th, 1985 so I'm going to spend the majority of tomorrow (today?) on the phone with her if she's not being lavished upon by her wealthy restauranteur boyfriend.
I miss my seestur, she's my baby, I'm like her stage mom/dad that will beat you up if you mistreat her.
I'm trying to sleep, but I'm having a really hard time sleeping lately. I've been watching episodes of "Six Feet Under", but I'm finding out that I like "True Blood", "Dexter" and "Dead Like Me" better... I'm only on season 2, though, I'm going to wait it out. It's not bad, I just think I like a little bit more overt humorous dialogue versus dry humor sometimes? Who knows, I'm just not wowed by the whole thing. About the only thing watching it has convinced me is I want to write a screenplay for ScriptFrenzy month about me - only because it seems like fucked up and neurotic people belong on TV series.
I mean - starting your weekend with human shit on a table/student union plaza during admissions week has to be good for someone's entertainment, right?Hm... Let's see, soul baring time? Why not.
1) I feel like I have really disordered eating habits. I never want to eat or I get obsessed with certain foods like shredded coconut, orange juice, greasy bacon or crusty french bread and then I eat like a 6 year old fixated on a particular food for weeks. I also eat a lot of non-real foods like highly caffeinated things which is not good.
2) I don't like wearing clothes because they make me feel "fat' or suffocated. I don't like society defining me as something I never feel I am. I think when I'm naked I feel good, and I give good hugs, I'm squishy - clothing just depresses me. It tells me I'm "too big" and not good enough for cute things. I don't like how I look naked though, too many marks and rolls and lines - I just like the feeling, my house is officially a clothing optional zone.
3) I think I'm oversexed. I think about it all the time. I'm such a guy! I'm like an introverted sex addict. I don't like to interact with people (yeah, I'm a semi-misanthropic shut-in already!) but I do have a very active imagination and think about things way too much probably for my own good... I also like knowing that I know how to turn people on - THE POWER! BWAHAHAHAHA! The unmitigated power!
(I'm so geeky - AND EVIL! )4) I don't know how to sleep in a bed without someone else in it. I used to be really greedy and like space. But lately, I like sleeping on the couch if I'm alone and leaving my huge bed unslept in. But, I've been trying to sleep in it again and I'm having a hard time getting used go using it for sleep and not... other things...
5) I don't like the fact that my ex-best friend's current fiancee "likes" things on my Facebook. I'm not petty enough to unfriend them, and I'm not morbidly curious what they are up to, I just... I don't know... I'm weird.
That's it for now! Confessional over!
In other news, I keep trying to pull out one irritating chest dermal, I think it's like a loose tooth, ready to go, it's just hanging in there for dear life! And I bought Jergen's tanning cream, I'm going to give it a try, I figure if I'm going to stay up all night and sleep all day, I might have to lie and pretend like I walk among the living.
ANYWAY - you know the drill:
I think my resolution for the week is to just do things and not over think them... do you have any personal goals for this week?
PS: My sister was born 25 years ago April 11th, 1985 so I'm going to spend the majority of tomorrow (today?) on the phone with her if she's not being lavished upon by her wealthy restauranteur boyfriend.
I miss my seestur, she's my baby, I'm like her stage mom/dad that will beat you up if you mistreat her.
I go through phases where I cannot get enough of one food, mainly. I right now, it is peanut butter. My favorite brother and his family moved back to the area and it has been great hanging out with them.
My goal this week is to get into a proper sleeping pattern. The other goal is to buy some peaches.
I can't sleep with other people in a room, I just don't get good rest and never have.