Friday Feb 19, 2010

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So to (temporarily) disrupt this beautiful fantasy of porn bunnies and rainbows - I want to start a photo project that is a take on 365, but at the quite possible shittiest I've ever looked this past year. I figure, I've had shitty days and looked gorgeous and I've had shitty days when I've looked shitty. Let's be real, let's post some crap photo "art", let's be masturbatory and self indulgent for a day a month or so.

ANYWAY, don't click the spoiler if you don't want to see me at my worst. If you want to indulge in a little schadenfreude and tea/sympathy - come explore being a human being with me and share your stories:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Because we all cry, right?

HUMAN SUFFERING!!! Okay, so privileged annoying white girl suffering, I'll get over it.

The worst part about having an E.D. for years and no one believing you:

I like the accidental... I mean purposeful arty lighting of my worst/my most obsessed about asset: that horrible stomach. tongue



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PPS: I hope you realize I can take myself with a bit of humor and a grain of salt and I hope you can too. smile

PSPS: I'm seriously going to look better in my upcoming set, promise. wink

Oh, and I love you.
love kiss

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kushielsscion:
I think you at your worst is less terrible than you think. smile
asylum643:
We do all Cry, it is our nature, I had a good one the other day because a total stranger told me to get out of an elevator because I was to fat and we might die. I am at my largest in 5 years 280, At the start of the 5 years I was at 200(my lowest weight since JR year in high school). My weight has been up and down mostly between 250 and 270 but a nice argument with the right person saying the wrong thing while i was in the wrong mood, made the appetite come.

I am doing better.

Humor is my weapon against others and myself but there are times when I am out of Ammo. biggrin

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