Hello again babies <3 <3
thanks to @rambo @missy @lyxzen for the embarrassing topic :P
When i was 12 every girl in my class loved a English band called "BLUE" (you ever litsen it? i didn't...) in fact i hated that band they are so happy and clean and blonde
I know only two members of the band is blonde...btw at the time i really love punk pop, i love Avril Lavigne so much (...i can't believe i really write it) and other bands like Green Day, Simple Plan, Sum 41 and...Good Charlotte...and i was in love with Benji the guitarist...he was my crush.
I wrote my diary everyday wishing one day i escape from home to meet him. in retrospect i feel like a real psychopath...but it's normal for young girls be like this.
two years later i burned all of my older diary because i was very ashamed of what i was...
But...why did i fall in "love" so bad with a complete stranger?
At the time i was crushed with billie joe of green day, but i discovered that he was married so i feel so weirdo and i decided to find an another crush. i watch MTV everytime and one day this video passed
And sorry but i found really strange that i falled in love with a cob...and so i passed my afternoon watched tv and waiting their videos!
i bought every cds and magazine with them and i paste every photo near my bed.
i feel really weirdo writing this!! but it's ok, i think every girl had this moments in life...every girl at the age of 12 become a psychopath...
so, i think everyone is asking "how did your crush has passed?"
well, in the summer i met a boy only 4 years older than me! he was real, and he was a real punk rock boy with a very tall crest a obviusly falled in love in a psychopath way because i was very young for him but i talked with him so something real happened!
i never met that guy again but that day i stopped to fell in love with famous people and i started to search something real.
and so...it's all for now!
I hope you enjoy my @bloghomework and i hope to meet you on my SGH periscope live today <3
lot of kisses <3
_Brisen
