brinny

"If i wasn't worth staying here for in the first place, i never will be."


my heart hurts.. ehhh.. i hate having such a broken heart.
I have alot to think about... i am reflecting on the past 4 months.
Before and after...
i have tried to tough it out, but it isn't working and if anything it gets worse.
I stay up til the sunrises, doodling and being frustrated.
I have been strong so far, but i am feeling like this might be the time to move on again.

A killer cold has infected brinny.

I look hot today and that is always a plus.
Brinny might go out with her lads and get sushi and sochi tonight... mmm.
i hope so! I have people to impress and networking to do... wooot wooot!

I think i am going to smokey, turn some music up really loud and dance around in my undies and drink beer til it is time to go out. Maybe paint some too!
That should put me in the spirit.
I started a new painting, it is sad and lovely and grey, i like it.

Brinny