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So today i sat down and i read a lot of my old blogs from back in the day.
I have been on this site since 2004.
I have my life documented literally for 4 years on this site.
It was so weird going back and reading all the things that were going on in my life.
Being in love, moving from place to place, jobs, art, photography, friends, and my old thoughts
Reading those made me relies so much.
It is like I live in a different world now.
I cant believe how much has changed.
It was like one day I woke up and everything had changed.
I can't believe how much I have grown as an artist, and how dedicated my
life was to art even when I was so much younger.
I wrote alot about Dan.
I read those memories that were so honest and biter sweet.
I know that sounds clich... but that is really what they are.
I think it is very interesting how he has continued to be a huge part if my life.
Although we are very different people, we are still best friends and chose to continue to be in each others lives.
I sit here in Dan and my house, surrounded by new people, new art, new music new inspirations and they are so completely different.
It is weird to me, and lovely.
Dan and I are best friends now, and i don't think that will ever change.
I am someone different and so is he.
But being best friends isn't something that is going to change.
It is funny the timing of when i decided to sit down and read these blogs of mine... as i am preparing for huge changes in my life and things that are going to take me even farther from my past.
I am excited, i am freshly inspired.. I think that this could be the start of a great thing,
It is fucking scary as hell.
I am jumping out of this safe box.
I am so glad that i read these old blogs.
Little did I know how things would be now.
I have gallery openings now, ha! I would have only wished for that back then.
It has been a fucking hard 4 years and I have had some bumpy roads, but i like where they have taken me.
I see things so differently now.
My life could possibly change forever Monday Nov. 19th.
(Ironically also the day my mom left this world)
Like I said, I am not staying in the safe box anymore.
I have someone taking a huge jump, and I made a promise of jumping along side and I intend on keeping that promise.
The anticipation is killing me.
I cant wait.
Brinny
Come to my gallery opening if you around the area.
It will be fun!
So today i sat down and i read a lot of my old blogs from back in the day.
I have been on this site since 2004.
I have my life documented literally for 4 years on this site.
It was so weird going back and reading all the things that were going on in my life.
Being in love, moving from place to place, jobs, art, photography, friends, and my old thoughts
Reading those made me relies so much.
It is like I live in a different world now.
I cant believe how much has changed.
It was like one day I woke up and everything had changed.
I can't believe how much I have grown as an artist, and how dedicated my
life was to art even when I was so much younger.
I wrote alot about Dan.
I read those memories that were so honest and biter sweet.
I know that sounds clich... but that is really what they are.
I think it is very interesting how he has continued to be a huge part if my life.
Although we are very different people, we are still best friends and chose to continue to be in each others lives.
I sit here in Dan and my house, surrounded by new people, new art, new music new inspirations and they are so completely different.
It is weird to me, and lovely.
Dan and I are best friends now, and i don't think that will ever change.
I am someone different and so is he.
But being best friends isn't something that is going to change.
It is funny the timing of when i decided to sit down and read these blogs of mine... as i am preparing for huge changes in my life and things that are going to take me even farther from my past.
I am excited, i am freshly inspired.. I think that this could be the start of a great thing,
It is fucking scary as hell.
I am jumping out of this safe box.
I am so glad that i read these old blogs.
Little did I know how things would be now.
I have gallery openings now, ha! I would have only wished for that back then.
It has been a fucking hard 4 years and I have had some bumpy roads, but i like where they have taken me.
I see things so differently now.
My life could possibly change forever Monday Nov. 19th.
(Ironically also the day my mom left this world)
Like I said, I am not staying in the safe box anymore.
I have someone taking a huge jump, and I made a promise of jumping along side and I intend on keeping that promise.
The anticipation is killing me.
I cant wait.
Brinny
Come to my gallery opening if you around the area.
It will be fun!
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So yeah, what is the big jump about? Are you opting for that sex change operation you've been talking about?
Bu-bye Brinny and hello Jerry!
"I close my eyes, forget my fears and let this feeling rush through me and it makes me smile"