brinny

well,
I am shooting a wedding today and tomorrow, i am nervous.
I have shot weddings before but this is for a friend and i want them to turn out perfect.
Currently i am listening to radiohead "the gloaming"

No one in my family has seen my work... well some... but nothing really

Weird.

I have a close family too.

My grandma saw my work for the first time today, her reaction was amazing.

her reaction made me cry.

it was cool.


My kitties are still sick... and it has gotten worse....
it is breaking my heart.
we have them on meds but if this doesn't work..
I am running low on cash,
i don't know what to do.
They are my babies.



I like doing make up, and i wish i had more models around here to photograph.

or people in general.

I am in an insane photo mood and feel boxed up... i want PEOPLE!

i have tried different things but people around here in Iowa are kinda weird, i mean good people, just weird.

I need a photography friend.

I need more creative people in my life...

I mean i have them, but they don't live breathe art in lots of ways.

And don't take it as seriously as i do.

I have friends who can draw.. and play music and that is about it.

Any painters?
Any Photographers?
Any sewers?


BLAH!

people don't comment as much as they used to either?



that is why i don't post as much... are you all losing interest?


Also, after my grandma saw my work she put me in a silent art auction, the money goes to a hospital here for people who cant afford hospiscare.

I have to pic out a photograph of mine, any suggestions, something you have seen in the past that you liked, or stood out, let me know.


Also, i maybe selling prints again to pay my sweet kitty bills.

love you all..

and freaking comment, i miss everyone.


later to night i am going to do another journal, with lots of pics and lots of words, so come back later and comment then too... you poop heads.