brinny

well shortly after writing my last journal.. i went to work..
all the way there i felt sick and felt like i was going to faint.
Dan dropped me off and i decide to grin and bare it..
well the feeling got worse and worse.. to were i finally got sick..
my boss said that there was something really wrong with me and told me to go home..
so i sat down and called Dan a few times... figuring he left his cell on the couch were i last saw it before leaving home and i would have to wait for him to get home to come back and pick me up..

as i walked out the door, Dans mom called me and told me that Dan had been in a really bad car accident.
And was being taken to the hospital.

My heart sank...

I called my grandma and she rushed to to the hospital.
Come to find out a car was driving on the wrong side of the road extremely fast and hit Dan head on...
the driver was trying to commit suicide.

to see pictures of his car makes me sick... they had to cut him out. It is gone.

I would rip that guys head off if i could.
My heart hurts and i dint want Dan to be hurt,

How could someone be so selfish.. it really makes me sick.


never before have i ever felt so scared.