WARNING: This blog contains A LOT of spoilers.
BUT THEN... Really? Did you guys honestly think I could write a blog with out a "but then"? This is just how it goes.
I was suppose to go visit Fox and try to get some shooting done. Have a lady date. Enjoy the pool side. Have a nice spring break ya know? No. 300 miles into my trip my car transmission blows... So there I was stuck on the side of the road in Gorman California... ever heard of it? No? Oh! That's because it's not on a map!!!!
Well I must say. I called [you know who] <<< Insert spoiler for those who have heard enough about "..."
SO!! Back to my story.. I am stuck in Gorman. So for 48hrs. I slept not nor ate not.... Stressed and Depressed.. So I took a few pictures to pass the time
After I make it home.. It was my grandfather's birthday, that was really nice. I got wasted HA!
My friend was down visiting her family for spring break and agreed to drop me in Berkley so I could catch a train to SF...
[I had 20,000 family members yelling at me for leaving town, telling me what to do, stressing me out... BITCH NEEDS A BREAK.. hence why I was going out of town to see fox is the first place right??]
I see my friend Ty in SF for a day and had a blast!!
we haven't been able to hang out in over a YEAR!! We went dancing and had a beer and laughed and caught up and then!! << yes. "and then"
We went to the anarchist book fair. FUN
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ALSO!!!! I was in SF for Opening Day Game If you know me, you know I love my Giants.
My friend Justin made it to the game. I was so jealous I would looooove to go see some games this season. I didn't even make it to one last season
OK so moving on... gotta finish this blog before were are all 90yrs old..
Umm I left SF and took Bart over to Oakland. Where I met up with my prego cousin. She eats a lot and screams a lot and sleeps a lot.... [ I never knew being pregnant was so similar to having a new born already ] anyway..
I watched like a thousand episodes of lock up I am addicted.
So FINALLY last night I made it home. First time in 10 days I had my stuff around me. Not sure if I still have a job or if I am enrolled in classes or dropped... Need to figure all this out today. All the money I have been saving to move is now going towards a new car...
I am going to stay positive and figure this all out. I have to. I decided if I don't get into school fuck it I'll move to LA anyway. I'm going to keep taking photos and really push my way into portraits. I'd love love love to shoot for some of the girls on SG just for fun, to meet people, learn locations in SoCal, and what not. All I can do at this point is keep my head up
Thanks for reading... I'm really sorry my blogs are so long and drawn out. And I am really sorry they have been so negative as of late. I'm not like that. I don't like that I've been like this for such a time now.
Soon, this month, I should know what's going on in my life and what directions I want to push myself towards.
Encouraging words are always helpful. Thanks guys. Some of you are so close to my heart it means the world taking 7hrs out of your day to read this all
Oh yeah ps. advice, kind words, CARS, anything you wanna throw my way is appreciated
Come pick me up and we can have one of these!!
Sorry for any typos you may find. I tried to get as many as I could
and great pictures!
hope you're having a great time!!