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So, I have the privilege of sharing my life with an Amazingly Beautiful, Sexy woman... Zigs

She's hot, sexy, sensual, andazingly talented, and gifted with the best Boobs I have seen, let alone touched,played with, whatnot.

So, she asks me why Suicide Girls is SO important to me. Why do I insist on participating when it bothers and hurts her so much.

I have a hard time explaining this.

Not that I am looking for anything more then pictures of Great looking women, and maybe some comments back and forth, and a feeling of community and friendship. I'mnot looking for Love, Sex, or anything else.

I spent a LOT of my life feeling like the outcast, not good enough. People don't call me, they wait for me to call them (or if they DO call,it's because they have a computer question.)

Anyways, I love being a part of SuicideGirls. It makes me feel better about myself. I am making friends. I like that. I feellike a part of something. I like that. I am exploring my "creative" side, and I like that too.

Well, I gotta get back to work, so I'll leave it there, and hope I can do better next time! Hope everyone hada GREAT All Hallows Eve, and All Saints Day.

Looking forward to the upcoming Holidays.