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Jealousy Sucks...
When my wonderful Fiancee SinfulSara posted the first photo of her pierced nipples, I just about killed me... And I was NOT expecting that... and I did NOT behave well for a while. I HATE being the "Jealous Type" because Jealousy comes from mistrust, and my mistrust stems from the fact that I suffer in comparison to all the amazing personalities here on this website. I see the comments that the guys leave her, and I see the responses, (and,I am ashamed to admit, that it STILL stings a little...) I am VERY happy that she feels good enough about her AMAZING body to want to post photos, but I have never had to share before... and I am afraid that I will get replaced. (She assures me that this is NOT the case... but hey,sometimes Logic has trouble overpowering Emotion...) ShannonDanger's Video Q & A helped me to understand what SinfulSara has been telling me, and has helped me keep my insecurities,and my jealousies, at bay. So, thank you for that! (However, it may be a little while before I can handle her posting more naked photos... sorry guys...)
I LOVE my job...
I am happy that I have a job a good job, a good job that I LOVE doing... I get to go to work, sit in front of my computers, and play all day. I program the company website, intranet site, manage the Point of Sale and Mail Order system, write the reports, manage the telephone system, design and layout of the new Catalog, and am responsible for the accuracy of the Bookkeeping. Never a dull moment! I have worked with this company in some capacity for the last 14 years. In fact, I wired the network, I built the computers and the servers, and I programmed the phones! I LOVE this job. It is very much like getting Paid to Play all day... (unless the Boss is angry...)
I have an AMAZING family.
Following the demise of my marriage, I have been trying to give my kids a stable home. SinfulSara has been INSTRUMENTAL in this endeavor. After years of what my ex-wife called "Homeschooling" (which couldbe more accurately described as "Neglecting"), my two older kids are going to regular school. My Oldest child, whom we have called "YappingBoy" since he was but a wee lad, started High School. He started at 16 as a Sophomore. And he is Kicking Ass and Taking Names. My Middle Child, my Girlie, "Monkey Muffin", started 6th Grade in September 2008 (at the age of 12) and for the first week or so came home upset daily, thinking she was "So far behind the others." Well, at the end of the first Trimester, she made the Principals Honor Roll, and received the Science Award for her class, and would have gotten the Perfect Attendance award if I had not taken her out of school for a doctors appointment. My youngest is still in the clutches of my ex (she bought him, and like an Honest Politician, he stayed bought.) So, we are working to get him into school.We are in court to argue the point in March. Wish me Luck.
So, I am working on growing up (which at 39 years old, I didn't think I needed to do that much growing...) I am trying to be more interesting. More funny.
So, I will leave you with this tease... a few days ago, my wonderful sweetness sent me some naked photos... then she told me she wanted to post one. I didn't handle that well... (Hey, I AM allowed to have SOME photos to myself, no?) Well,I took the one she wanted to post, and made it a Silhouette... and SinfulSara told meI could post it. (She also said I had to post the original, which I refuse to do... it is for me... ) So, enjoy! (And yes, I DO feel lucky...)
Jealousy Sucks...
When my wonderful Fiancee SinfulSara posted the first photo of her pierced nipples, I just about killed me... And I was NOT expecting that... and I did NOT behave well for a while. I HATE being the "Jealous Type" because Jealousy comes from mistrust, and my mistrust stems from the fact that I suffer in comparison to all the amazing personalities here on this website. I see the comments that the guys leave her, and I see the responses, (and,I am ashamed to admit, that it STILL stings a little...) I am VERY happy that she feels good enough about her AMAZING body to want to post photos, but I have never had to share before... and I am afraid that I will get replaced. (She assures me that this is NOT the case... but hey,sometimes Logic has trouble overpowering Emotion...) ShannonDanger's Video Q & A helped me to understand what SinfulSara has been telling me, and has helped me keep my insecurities,and my jealousies, at bay. So, thank you for that! (However, it may be a little while before I can handle her posting more naked photos... sorry guys...)
I LOVE my job...
I am happy that I have a job a good job, a good job that I LOVE doing... I get to go to work, sit in front of my computers, and play all day. I program the company website, intranet site, manage the Point of Sale and Mail Order system, write the reports, manage the telephone system, design and layout of the new Catalog, and am responsible for the accuracy of the Bookkeeping. Never a dull moment! I have worked with this company in some capacity for the last 14 years. In fact, I wired the network, I built the computers and the servers, and I programmed the phones! I LOVE this job. It is very much like getting Paid to Play all day... (unless the Boss is angry...)
I have an AMAZING family.
Following the demise of my marriage, I have been trying to give my kids a stable home. SinfulSara has been INSTRUMENTAL in this endeavor. After years of what my ex-wife called "Homeschooling" (which couldbe more accurately described as "Neglecting"), my two older kids are going to regular school. My Oldest child, whom we have called "YappingBoy" since he was but a wee lad, started High School. He started at 16 as a Sophomore. And he is Kicking Ass and Taking Names. My Middle Child, my Girlie, "Monkey Muffin", started 6th Grade in September 2008 (at the age of 12) and for the first week or so came home upset daily, thinking she was "So far behind the others." Well, at the end of the first Trimester, she made the Principals Honor Roll, and received the Science Award for her class, and would have gotten the Perfect Attendance award if I had not taken her out of school for a doctors appointment. My youngest is still in the clutches of my ex (she bought him, and like an Honest Politician, he stayed bought.) So, we are working to get him into school.We are in court to argue the point in March. Wish me Luck.
So, I am working on growing up (which at 39 years old, I didn't think I needed to do that much growing...) I am trying to be more interesting. More funny.
So, I will leave you with this tease... a few days ago, my wonderful sweetness sent me some naked photos... then she told me she wanted to post one. I didn't handle that well... (Hey, I AM allowed to have SOME photos to myself, no?) Well,I took the one she wanted to post, and made it a Silhouette... and SinfulSara told meI could post it. (She also said I had to post the original, which I refuse to do... it is for me... ) So, enjoy! (And yes, I DO feel lucky...)
You're very right about logic and emotion, they have absolutly NOTHING whatsoever to do with one another so using logic is about as useful as milking a bull. Jealousy sucks really big donkey balls but I'm to bet when you see how much happier she is about posting pictures of herself you'll have a much easier time of it. Always emember she does it for you as much as everyone else and your opionion counts more than anyone else's. Doesn't make sense? Good.