i LOVE my job!!!!!
today the alcoholic that drinks in his car on breaks(he has increased from 2 beers to 5 per break and we get 4, 20 minute breaks) asked to leave early. said he had an accident. said it was a stomache thing. so i figure either he shit his pants or threw up. well, he told someone else that he shit his pants, and i went out into the parking lot on a hunch and there were several pools of liquid that smelled like beer right around his car and near the bushes(guess he couldn't quite make it). i work with people like this and bust my ass yet i cannot get a raise(people who have been there 25 years have not gotten a raise). this same guy made a comment about the wieght i have gained over the past year(from 180-210) and so i burnt him with my ciggarette. was that wrong? beacuse i actually enjoyed it. is that wrong? but is it wrong that he takes 6 hours to do 3 hours worth of work and then fuck around? and drink on the job and just pissed me off in general? next cigarette is going in his eye. i don't care once the "supervisor" leaves that i'm next in line to get promoted(only chance ever of that happening), i will put an end to this debotchery. i will destroy the company if i have to just to get some satisfaction. and the satisfaction will be bringing down everyone who is an asshole with the ship. (i work in a snack food factory, and people smoke, chew'and spit thier chud everywhere', drink, get high, steal, break things, and god knows what else....you don't want to know) and then i find out...they're bringing in people from production(again) to get overtime to clean but they wont let me make up an hour to get my 40 hours(because i have class) even though i'm cleaning crew and i swear if something doesn't change you'll hear about me on the news and how i erased from existance everyone who ever did me harm. and that would only be the beginging. i don't want to do bad things...i like being good and making people happy. i make people laugh. i like that. i don't want the laugh to turn into a death rattle...and i'm already heavily medicated what can i do?
all lines are open
today the alcoholic that drinks in his car on breaks(he has increased from 2 beers to 5 per break and we get 4, 20 minute breaks) asked to leave early. said he had an accident. said it was a stomache thing. so i figure either he shit his pants or threw up. well, he told someone else that he shit his pants, and i went out into the parking lot on a hunch and there were several pools of liquid that smelled like beer right around his car and near the bushes(guess he couldn't quite make it). i work with people like this and bust my ass yet i cannot get a raise(people who have been there 25 years have not gotten a raise). this same guy made a comment about the wieght i have gained over the past year(from 180-210) and so i burnt him with my ciggarette. was that wrong? beacuse i actually enjoyed it. is that wrong? but is it wrong that he takes 6 hours to do 3 hours worth of work and then fuck around? and drink on the job and just pissed me off in general? next cigarette is going in his eye. i don't care once the "supervisor" leaves that i'm next in line to get promoted(only chance ever of that happening), i will put an end to this debotchery. i will destroy the company if i have to just to get some satisfaction. and the satisfaction will be bringing down everyone who is an asshole with the ship. (i work in a snack food factory, and people smoke, chew'and spit thier chud everywhere', drink, get high, steal, break things, and god knows what else....you don't want to know) and then i find out...they're bringing in people from production(again) to get overtime to clean but they wont let me make up an hour to get my 40 hours(because i have class) even though i'm cleaning crew and i swear if something doesn't change you'll hear about me on the news and how i erased from existance everyone who ever did me harm. and that would only be the beginging. i don't want to do bad things...i like being good and making people happy. i make people laugh. i like that. i don't want the laugh to turn into a death rattle...and i'm already heavily medicated what can i do?
all lines are open
Dude! I'm never eating snack fud again!! -Blah-
Don't let the system bring you down bra.
Do better, be better!
[Edited on Sep 17, 2004 8:53AM]
i've been bad at keeping up with journals too. i've been away for the last few weeks and i STILL don't have a computer at home *grrr* hopefully it'll be sorted soon