i don't know what to do... do i let it go cut my losses or do i all in and let it ride? there are other girls but this is the one i want, this one i have feelings for... normally i wouldn't care i'd let it go. this time i think i'm gonna all in if i lose at least i played the game...... Read More
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ugh.... i rented movies last night silly ass comedies... "harold and kumar go to white castle" and anchorman... they both made me laugh.... then i went to bed and woke up this morning to this dream:
me and some other kids snuck out of our houses to hang out past curfew. we were down by the beach the drop from the beach to the water...
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me and some other kids snuck out of our houses to hang out past curfew. we were down by the beach the drop from the beach to the water...
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bentman:
The flying dream has something to do with sex? Wierd, I guess that explains the euphoric feeling I get 
I wish I could get the flying dream every night, I would make it a point to get 8 hours of sleep then
I wish I could get the flying dream every night, I would make it a point to get 8 hours of sleep then
suburban_relapse:
Why are you sad?
so today i finished "survivor" very good the flow was stifling though like it didn't seem to have a climax cause the forshadowing kinda killed it... it was sorta like like having little multi orgasms instead of one big one.... don't get me wrong an orgasm's an orgasm but i prefer the big one... that said i still like the book and i'd suggest reading...
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stina:
hm.. I think survivor might have been my favorite Chuck P book.. maybe lullaby.. i dunno.. I always want to read his books... and for some reason i have this feeling that i really like his books.. but when i think about it.. I kinda feel dissapointed with them too. Maybe thats why I like them.. they're more like life.. haha 
bentman:
Yeah, I left a couple messages on her cellphone (which was conveniently turned off) - I agree driving long distances is okay as long as the girl holds true to her word - but unfortunately this girl didn't.
I wish you the best of luck with your girl; I hope she kicks ass and you guys have a great time!
I wish you the best of luck with your girl; I hope she kicks ass and you guys have a great time!
today i got indian food for breakfast. boy i'm so gassy i'm practically levitating...ha ha then troy and i when to the store and he bought a dvd player for 30 bucks then we when to the used media place i listened to the "avail" satiate album and this terrible band called coffin break...ick... i didn't buy either... troy got this dvd called "enter king...
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suburban_relapse:
One day hopefully I will get to SEE Ani play. I always seem to miss her tour dates.
Hey if you're in the market for zombie movies, try "Cemetary man" It's in english but it's Italian. It's my favorite besides "Shaun of the dead" and the characters are great.
oh yeah....
Hey if you're in the market for zombie movies, try "Cemetary man" It's in english but it's Italian. It's my favorite besides "Shaun of the dead" and the characters are great.
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sixtyfootqueenie:
tank you kindly!!!
i went to our local 24 hour diner last night for punk rock night it was fairly amusing four guys talking shop is good for you...
every wednesday we can, we meet up and talk brainstorm and shoot the shit... you know the basis for community is coming together talking and sharing... it really helps when organizing shit to have someone to have your back...
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every wednesday we can, we meet up and talk brainstorm and shoot the shit... you know the basis for community is coming together talking and sharing... it really helps when organizing shit to have someone to have your back...
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steveneurotic:
Hahah. I know Peter and Joel from Ben Grim. Great guys, and great band. They use to tour with James from River City High's old band "Funsize". There are still bands out there that have that old Cruz Records sound, but you just have to know where to dig to find them. There's one band out of Ohio called The Unknown who have that ALL sound.
steveneurotic:
P.S. Props for listing Radon in your profile. I saw them in G-ville, FL years back.
so i just watched "wild zero"... it's awesome. the japanese punk band "guitar wolf" star in it as main charactors in a zombies because of aliens movie. it's the only dvd i have ever seen that has a drinking game function built into it. its got more head explosions than any other zombie movie i've ever seen too. i wish it were dubbed cause the...
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suburban_relapse:
Yes I am, I do readings too, if you're interested.
Oh, I guess since I do them for a fee that could be considered "proffessional".
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Oh, I guess since I do them for a fee that could be considered "proffessional".
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suburban_relapse:
If you can help someone out, don't stop yourself from telling them what you feel. Why waste a perfectly good set of instincts? Who cares if people think you're nuts? I don't. (and trust me I get that alot) Be who you are.
i'm not gonna tell you all the details but i had the best new years ever last night and i spent it with people i never met before last night... and now i'm wicked twitterpated over a girl two hours away who i wish i could still be with at this moment.... 
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bentman:
Good luck with that girl! Hope you find her and keep her!
bentman:
Walkie Talkie is brilliant stuff, great art! I only have one issue, I need to find more now. I wonder if House of Heroes has any; I'll have to go back and look. Has there been other comics you been reading regularly?
man i have had some crazy dreams the past few nights...
last night i dreamt i was a young girl in school i some how found this diary in black crayon and read it to the class. it was about some girl being abused and the teacher freaked out ad said i shouldn't read my diary in class and i'm like "what the fuck this...
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last night i dreamt i was a young girl in school i some how found this diary in black crayon and read it to the class. it was about some girl being abused and the teacher freaked out ad said i shouldn't read my diary in class and i'm like "what the fuck this...
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stillxhere:
hey, im deleting my account.
shoot me a call 414-333-7799
dont hesitate to leave a message,we'll hook up next week and fuck some shit up in oshkosh. sorry about not hanging out before, school was kicking my ass.
shoot me a call 414-333-7799
dont hesitate to leave a message,we'll hook up next week and fuck some shit up in oshkosh. sorry about not hanging out before, school was kicking my ass.
lillithvain:
I do type pretty fast, but I figure that if someone spends the time to say something nice about me, I can spend the time thanking them for it. It's only fair!
Had another crazy dream last night...involved have sex with a ghost and going nuts because I kept trying to drip candle wax on it and it keep going straight through to the new sheets....
Had another crazy dream last night...involved have sex with a ghost and going nuts because I kept trying to drip candle wax on it and it keep going straight through to the new sheets....
well chistmas sucked... it's no surpise really... i hate that everything is closed... i just wanted some junk food damnit. we watched the last of the horrible movies from the night before. it was so bad i couldn't even make jokes.... ugh! then we watched napoleon dynamite... which was my third time seeing it and i still laugh.... i got nothin planned for new years...
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sen:
Uh. It's all very complicated, but I have social problems, motovation problems, problems with fear and paranoia. It's also hard for me to find people that I actually like.
I hate the cities, I don't think I want to move there.
How did you know I want to move?
I hate the cities, I don't think I want to move there.
How did you know I want to move?
sen:
I'm thinking of moving to Portland, Oregon. Maybe some time afterwards going to Washington state. The cities is just not a good place for someone as fragile as I am. I get lost and nervous driving, scared walking around, things like that. I'm just not able to function to well.
so yesterday troy called me early and we went to lunch at
sai ram which is this awesome indian resturant witha 7$ lunch buffet i ate so much.... that was my breakfast. then i got my oil changed... we then went to the record store where troy got me a sick of it all cd for chistmas, yay! then i went to see if somebody...
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sai ram which is this awesome indian resturant witha 7$ lunch buffet i ate so much.... that was my breakfast. then i got my oil changed... we then went to the record store where troy got me a sick of it all cd for chistmas, yay! then i went to see if somebody...
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cupidsvictim:
ha! i WISH i was stalked by cool boy for once! only total buttholes stalk me.
boy's don't cry is way depressing. have you ever seen Happiness? it's probably the most fucked up shit i have ever seen, yet it's somehow great. not a happy ending at all.
yay for bad horror movies!! wait, how bad are we talkin' here? like, "sorority sluts from outer space who eat children" -kind of bad?
only total buttholes stalk me.
boy's don't cry is way depressing. have you ever seen Happiness? it's probably the most fucked up shit i have ever seen, yet it's somehow great. not a happy ending at all.
yay for bad horror movies!! wait, how bad are we talkin' here? like, "sorority sluts from outer space who eat children" -kind of bad?
and you only met her once! you just can't uproot your life like that for someone. that's infatuation talking. weirdo.