Just something I was thinking about.
First off, I will come right out and admit that I have been an asshole in the past. I'm certanly no saint. I have done my fair share of getting around. I've gone places I shouldn't have. I know that I've hurt some people on my path to who I am today.
I know for sure that I have burned some bridges that I should have busted my ass to keep conected with.
So now I've become mister nice guy. I've become the shoulder to cry on. I've become the sounding board. I've become the one you come to when you're hurt and need comforting. I'm the one who supports you, who chears you on and encourages you. I'm the one who can see something special and tells you. I've become that guy.
But when I see you I want to hold you. I want to take you in my arms and kiss you. I even want to make you breakfast in bed. (wink)
When you call me crying I want run to get you. When I see your eyes start to well up, I want to take the hurt away.I want to listen to you so you can let it all out. I want to be the one you think about before you go to bed and the one you think about when you wake up. I want that call in the office asking me how my day is going.
But its always about someone else.
Now dont get me wrong. I do these things because you are my friend. I do these things because I want to be around you. I do these things because you make me smile and I want to see you smile. But I've become that guy, the friend.
Now some women are going to laugh at me because they have heard those exact words come out of my mouth. And I know that those can be some of the most painfull words to hear.
The smart ones found their soul mates soon after though
But sometimes you look into my eyes, and I think that I see something else. A spark. And I wonder.
First off, I will come right out and admit that I have been an asshole in the past. I'm certanly no saint. I have done my fair share of getting around. I've gone places I shouldn't have. I know that I've hurt some people on my path to who I am today.
I know for sure that I have burned some bridges that I should have busted my ass to keep conected with.
So now I've become mister nice guy. I've become the shoulder to cry on. I've become the sounding board. I've become the one you come to when you're hurt and need comforting. I'm the one who supports you, who chears you on and encourages you. I'm the one who can see something special and tells you. I've become that guy.
But when I see you I want to hold you. I want to take you in my arms and kiss you. I even want to make you breakfast in bed. (wink)
When you call me crying I want run to get you. When I see your eyes start to well up, I want to take the hurt away.I want to listen to you so you can let it all out. I want to be the one you think about before you go to bed and the one you think about when you wake up. I want that call in the office asking me how my day is going.
But its always about someone else.
Now dont get me wrong. I do these things because you are my friend. I do these things because I want to be around you. I do these things because you make me smile and I want to see you smile. But I've become that guy, the friend.
Now some women are going to laugh at me because they have heard those exact words come out of my mouth. And I know that those can be some of the most painfull words to hear.
The smart ones found their soul mates soon after though
But sometimes you look into my eyes, and I think that I see something else. A spark. And I wonder.
angeluca:
Thank you for the friends add!