bria

Im making New Years Resolutions for the simple fact that I'm tired. I'm doing it because I don't like my life and where I've ended up. I've allowed myself to be compleacent so long that now I"m miserable. I want love in my life, I want to not be lonely, I'm tired of doing everything myself. I won't find solace with that with my current situation though, so I ended it and I'm trying very hard to not miss my best friend and to be realistic when by nature I'm not a rational person, I m an emotional one. I just keep thinking that sometime in the next year someone will love me, someone will get heart jumps when I walk into a room like I used to when he did. I'm trying to better myself but dammit this is hard. STICK TO YOUR GUNS!!