I'm very much over being second fiddle. I am quite honestly, awesome, and I'm tired of not being appreciated as such. I'm not crazy....I"m financially independent with a great group of friends and a great life. I have bad days but I don't want to be someone's everything. I'm finally ready to be a great addition to one's life. I want someone like me....It just seems that every guy I meet is so quick to assume I'm some stalking crazy psycho they won't give it a chance. I'm old enough to have figured it out. THis is what makes me hate other women. Just knowing that it's other girls self conscious crazy shit that makes men run from ME because they've been burned too many times. I do know its also the men I choose. I just don't like em normal I guess. Whatever....I still sometimes miss the guy with jobstoppers. I barely knew him, but he's the one I think couldve dealt with me and this life...or maybe not.
PS I LOVE my new computer....laptops rule. Writing in bed is awesome.
PS I LOVE my new computer....laptops rule. Writing in bed is awesome.
evillager:
i have been using my nieces mac laptop while she stays in my office. i think they rule too, but i'm a gamer and pc's are better for that quest.
genjutsushi:
Sorry to hear about your troubles, still nothing better than browsing SG whilst in bed.