My house is fuckin trashed right now. I'm too lazy to clean it so I just sit here eating a muffin and the leftover fruit salad he made for me yesterday. I can't believe he's already fucking gone. Five days of great sex and kissing and hugging and getting to be one half of a couple. lots of coffee, a few fights, a better understanding of some things, a new slate, a delicious gourmet dinner, airports, museums, playing with the dogs. 