Hey all. So I'm kinda depressed again. I know that feeling this way once in awhile is normal, but it seems like my mood swings on a dime nowadays. Yesterday, I was at my friend Nacho's Super Bowl Party having the time of my life. Today, I'm tired, and depressed. I have homework due in a half an hour but do I care? No. I just want to go to sleep and burn away the rest of this day. I can't even explain why I'm depressed. All of a sudden, my mind is flooded with thought of my inadequacy. I have nary a friend up here at the university. And when I do go back home to visit my friends, it seems like they would never make the time and day for me. Nevermind the fact that I can't find work in this godforsaken city, and my motivation to do even the most meager of homework has all but evaporated. I live in my own solitude, doing nothing but pissing away my time playing World of Warcraft all day, just to divert myself from my real life. I hope this ends soon...I just have too much to do 'round here.
toothpickmoe:
Life is full of this kind of thing.