Hey all. Happy New Year to those I haven't seen lately (i.e. all of you). Life has been hectic lately. I've been seeing a ton of friends over the past 3 weeks and I've been having a blast. I'm also really sorry that I've been neglecting this very SG community, but I've been deprived of my friends' company so I hope you understand. But alas, it's that time of year (and really, this should have been done yesterday or 2 days ago) when I reflect upon the year that was 2005. I do wish some people would read this so I'm actually gonna repost this entry (slightly modified, of course) in my MySpace and my LiveJournal (which hasn't been touched in months, mind you). Some of this stuff I have to say I've never told anyone else ever before. I guess I've just become jaded and stopped caring what other people think of me anymore. In any event, enjoy.
First of all, I would like to thank this entire SuicideGirls community (most notably...those of you on my friends list). You guys have read me bearing my soul through my worst of times, and my best of times. I have each and everyone of you to thank for leaving me kind and empathetic comments and making my life more bearable. I don't think I've ever encountered a community of people I've never met before that was so willing to make me feel at home and the like (most notibly, those of you in the SG Radio group) and I can only hope to travel the world and meet up with all of you one day and have a beer with each and every one of you.
Insofar as most of you could tell, '05 was great at times, and horribly painful during others. I only have my closest friends to thank for really allowing me to enjoy the great times and pullng my dead ass through the horrible ones. Most notably, Alex, A-Rod, Manny, and Murma. You guys have been there for me for years and I can only hope to repay the favor one day. You guys are like family to me and I hope we continue to be that way until we're old and grey, where the only thing that seperates us is death.
To Roger and Ray, thanks for pulling me through my darkes hours during the summer. It was funny since all three of us were fighting our demons during the same time and I have to thank the both of you for being so kind to allowing me to pool our problems of sorts and hacking through them together. Also, golf was fun. Thanks for including me in that and I hope we see more of Homey time soon.
To Nicole, I'm glad that we met this past year. Some of the best times I've had in my life were the midnight excursions to the pier with you, Roger, Nancy, and Jill. You guys have me forever linking KOST 103.5 with Enrique Iglesias and that dumbass Enya song. However, my greatest regret of '05 was putting you off that one week in July (you know what I'm talking about). Honestly, I have no recollection of what I did and I only hope that you realize that it was a moment of insanity and it has no actual bearing on me as a person, and that one day, I will no longer be afraid to talk to you.
JIll and Nancy, even though I haven't known you guys for a long time and we don't really talk all that much, I did have some awesome times with you guys (as I have mentioned in the paragraph above) and I can only hope that we have more of those Midnight Excursions where we do nothing but drive, chat and sing along to the KOST.
Aside from the people that made '05 what it was, it was also a year of firsts. For the first time in 23 years, I left home to go the a University which was also a first considering I had gone to a Community College for far too long. I have learned that with that comes new responsibilities and challenges. It remains to be seen, however, whether or not I'll be able to meet those challenges. I also got my first F in '05, but we won't go there now will we?
In any event, that's all I can think of for the year (whaddya want, it's almost 4:30 in the morning...). I only hope that '06 will be far better than '05 in every regard and everyone reading this has a happy new year. Salud!
(Next entry...the great big "Fuck You" s of '05. I bet some of you cannot wait for that one huh?)
First of all, I would like to thank this entire SuicideGirls community (most notably...those of you on my friends list). You guys have read me bearing my soul through my worst of times, and my best of times. I have each and everyone of you to thank for leaving me kind and empathetic comments and making my life more bearable. I don't think I've ever encountered a community of people I've never met before that was so willing to make me feel at home and the like (most notibly, those of you in the SG Radio group) and I can only hope to travel the world and meet up with all of you one day and have a beer with each and every one of you.
Insofar as most of you could tell, '05 was great at times, and horribly painful during others. I only have my closest friends to thank for really allowing me to enjoy the great times and pullng my dead ass through the horrible ones. Most notably, Alex, A-Rod, Manny, and Murma. You guys have been there for me for years and I can only hope to repay the favor one day. You guys are like family to me and I hope we continue to be that way until we're old and grey, where the only thing that seperates us is death.
To Roger and Ray, thanks for pulling me through my darkes hours during the summer. It was funny since all three of us were fighting our demons during the same time and I have to thank the both of you for being so kind to allowing me to pool our problems of sorts and hacking through them together. Also, golf was fun. Thanks for including me in that and I hope we see more of Homey time soon.
To Nicole, I'm glad that we met this past year. Some of the best times I've had in my life were the midnight excursions to the pier with you, Roger, Nancy, and Jill. You guys have me forever linking KOST 103.5 with Enrique Iglesias and that dumbass Enya song. However, my greatest regret of '05 was putting you off that one week in July (you know what I'm talking about). Honestly, I have no recollection of what I did and I only hope that you realize that it was a moment of insanity and it has no actual bearing on me as a person, and that one day, I will no longer be afraid to talk to you.
JIll and Nancy, even though I haven't known you guys for a long time and we don't really talk all that much, I did have some awesome times with you guys (as I have mentioned in the paragraph above) and I can only hope that we have more of those Midnight Excursions where we do nothing but drive, chat and sing along to the KOST.
Aside from the people that made '05 what it was, it was also a year of firsts. For the first time in 23 years, I left home to go the a University which was also a first considering I had gone to a Community College for far too long. I have learned that with that comes new responsibilities and challenges. It remains to be seen, however, whether or not I'll be able to meet those challenges. I also got my first F in '05, but we won't go there now will we?
In any event, that's all I can think of for the year (whaddya want, it's almost 4:30 in the morning...). I only hope that '06 will be far better than '05 in every regard and everyone reading this has a happy new year. Salud!
(Next entry...the great big "Fuck You" s of '05. I bet some of you cannot wait for that one huh?)
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miss you loads
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I'm getting old
ps. some new pics in my random pic file