brendalandia

"one of those weeks" has turned into "one of those months"

I stopped for a little while and thought about when I was younger how committed I was about becoming a doctor.
HA! Not even close. Objectives changed. I decided my biggest achievement would be seeing, feeling, breathing, smelling, and creating love, rather than becoming incredibly rich and praised. "fuck my life" has been very common phrase lately that I've been using and you know what? I do fucking wish I could fuck life cuz its beautiful and seductive and will love you back just as much as you love her.

I haven't been loving life lately, it's been a crappy time, everything was lacking, and you know what fuck it, I'm breathing and thinking, make some damn changes!

love it, hate it, love it all over again. it's better the second time around anyways