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I will stand forever no angles left to hold me, I will be the final man.

Funny how the most simple quotes can mean so much to someone... or even the smallest things that happen. The last couple days have been rather interesting... rather not go into too much detail here.. not that it matters... with the two people that check this journal..but hell I'm...
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I'm in a weird mood... a fairly introspective one. I can't say I'm truely happy, but I'm not really sad at the moment. These last couple days have been a rollercoaster ride of extremes.

It's honestly my favorite type of weather right now, most people wouldn't maybe agree... but it's the calm right before the storm, everything is overcast, gray, and since it's dusk everything...
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I have a remarkable knack for saying things I regret later. Everyone does this but I've made it an art form really.

She said she wanted to still be friends, natrually at the time I said no. Looking back on it I wish I would have said yes. The last months of our relationship were little more than a friendship anyway.

Now, I've lost her...
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Well.. these last couple days have been of an odd sort. Some things have happened.. things I'd rather not have had happen. I suppose when bad things happen they're generally things people wish didn't, but I do think and fear that my current status is probably for the best as far as my future is concerned. Most things being inevitable it's probably also best that...
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Monday... Well, this weekend was great. The prom was good. Everyone I met was real nice. The drive was pretty decent. I only really messed up twice on the drive up. The first time I headed us in the wrong direction for about.... 45 minutes. The second time we got lost in downtown Toronto, which wasn't ENTIRELY my fault.The expressway we were supposed to go...
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Whew, it's Friday, 1 more hour and my week is done... and gosh what a week it's been. Finals, money problems... problems at work.... and all that made me a real asshole.... I really made my girlfriend upset at me... I didn't want to, but we both had too much going on and it just works out that way some times. And, I think (hope)...
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Yikes, it sure has been a good while since I've updated last. I've been really busy. Theres been so much going on that I've kind of grown detached from things. Things are slowly working themselves out.. slowly I'm coming back into it...

It's so great here now, theres actually *GREEN* on things... trees, grass, and flowers... god the flowers.. so many of them everywhere. Birds...
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Had a great night on Wed. First it was really nice, then it rained and got crappy. But at night it was beautiful.. a slight chill in the air and everything was wet and glistening in the moon light. Everything here is in bloom right now.. the grass is green again. I got to spend hours with Tatum walking through a park like setting in...
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Well, It's been a while since my last post. I'm sure nobody really noticed or cared all that much, but I've been bogged down at work and with class projects.

Tatum's new bird is loud! It is just learning how to make sounds I think it it is ear piercing. When that thing screams it screams!

I also hate CMSs. They are horrible. I'm trying...
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