breaker_1

I think I'm done here. I can't afford it anymore... and I only joined for Tatum... I may come back some time.. but I'm far too tight on money right now.

Today started out badly. I keep having problems with big things.. I got a lot of it straightened out though.

My bank account is fucked for a while... I'll get everything as fixed as possible tonight.. in an hour or so.

MySQL aparrently when compiled through the FreeBSD ports collection is compiled with libwrap.. which isn't 64bit compatible yet.. and this is a problem because...
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Today was my first day back at work after a weeks' vacation, and I'll have to say it was pretty good

I was real tired when I woke up... still trying to get back on a reasonable sleeping schedule, but I did manage to get through the day, and was semi-productive.

I also GOT A RAISE!!!
After 3 Years I finally get a raise!

These last couple days have been a blur for me. They've been very difficult for me. I have realized a couple things though.

Firstly, the responsibility for my current situation does not rest on my shoulders alone.

Secondly, I haven't been treated exactly fair by very many people through this... the people I expected to treat me the most fairly have actually been the least...
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Sepuku, such an interesting concept. Something considered by the Japanese to be the ultimate in honorable actions, considered by most any other culture to be completely the opposite. Selfishness is the word used to describe such actions in the states.

Somtimes I wonder which culture has it right. Admiting that one does not have the strength to carry on with the dishonor they have brought...
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I've had an inntersting day to say the least. For those of you who've/who're reading this you're probably the only ones who understand this.

I tore up a letter containing information that I swore I'd rather die than divulge, which I was more than prepared to do today. I suppose this is the reason Dark Wing Duck never killed Megavolt even though he had more...
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Well, this morning was hell so far...

The flames of an old hate were turned into a raging inferno in a split second. Someone is going to get hurt. I'm going to get my knives sharpened today, and we'll see how effective they are. I hope my throwing skills are enough.

I'll kill him.

It's roughly 5am here and I've been running strong on nicotine and caffeine all day. The sun is starting to come up and the birds are starting their song.

I've spent most of the night looking at lyrics to songs I've downloaded... Imperative Reaction I've found has some of the best lyrics...

you will give up
you always do
and time won't let you follow...
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So, I just beat Prince of Perisa: The Sands of Time. Man, that is a really good game. It's a bit hard to get into at first, but after you finish it.... you KNOW it's a good game. Unfortunately I beat it in about 10 hours and theres no replay value at all.. but it was a very plesant trip

My spirits are high...

I will stand forever no angles left to hold me, I will be the final man.

Funny how the most simple quotes can mean so much to someone... or even the smallest things that happen. The last couple days have been rather interesting... rather not go into too much detail here.. not that it matters... with the two people that check this journal..but hell I'm...
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