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that was for the week after this...i work this week
btw i have to leave sg for a bit they are banging me for almost 20 bucks a month and considering my life right now.....well i can't afford it
sorry
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pananarama:
noooooooooooooooooooo, i just got back!!!
d0bermann:
HELLO? robot
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things are getting better....i work next week, but i am off the week after..did someone say...ladies 80's?
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streetspirit:
Since Phil and I both have Fri. 23 off, we will be there.
rati:
did i say yes to something on wed? cause i cant make it...

jon and i are going to see walk the line (yes i realize i've seen it before) at studio 35. you're more than welcome to join
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Now that Ive met you
Would you object to
Never seeing each other again
Cause I cant afford to
Climb aboard you
No ones got that much ego to spend

So dont work your stuff
Because Ive got troubles enough
No, dont pick on me
When one act of kindness could be
Deathly
Deathly
Definitely

Cause Im just a problem
For you to solve and...
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rati:
hey, hey...

it's not you who dissapoint me...it's all the others

we need to go out and catch up (or i can cook something for you) wierd times...
kaleidoscopic:
i love that song soooooo much

sorry you're going through such rough weirdness lately!

big supportive hugs!

take care of yourself kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

love ya goddess! kiss
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First, I want to say: thank you to all of you who left these badass messages. It gives me something to look forward to when i get settled from the HORRID move.
I esp want to thank rati my goddess, how much more supportive and willing to help could one person be.
This gives me hope she makes me know that people love me even...
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nellichaos:
hey there pretty lady!!! do you still go to skully's on thursdays? i want to go, but dislike going and knowing that i might not know anyone there.
twoface:
It sounds like everything is settled now. Glad to see the drama is behind you. Now you won't have to bother with that nonsence. I am interested in everything except the range. Please let me know details and price. Thanks and glad things are well considering all the crap you dealt with.
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my birthday is coming so let me share with you what my step dad is giving me: FORECLORESURE ON THE FUCKING HOUSE I LIVE IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now for a story:
I grew up poor, very poor and most times it is because my mother didn't and still does feel the need to have a job. Needless to say there were many times we nearly lost our...
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kaleidoscopic:
take care honey...big hugs kiss kiss kiss
twoface:
If you have somthing in writing on your agreement as to the terms on the lease you have whats called "tennant rights". Sometimes this will even apply even if you don't have a written aggreement. You can call the Dept of Housing and explain your situation to them... HOWEVER this will only delay the process for up to a year or a little more as the property isnt yours. You will still have to make plans to find another place but at least you will be able to live in the property free for a while. Don't send anymore money!! You should be able to stay rent free for a while and stay there with no repercussions on his tab. Thats your way of giving him the middle finger.

Draw that process out and milk it for all its worth. That will make his life hell. Also keep in mind it is common to get those notices even if the payments are only 1 month behind so the property might really not be in the forclosure process. It might just be a formality from the bank.

Happy Birthday and I hope everything works out. You have a lot more rights to the property than you might think. smile
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It takes a stiff upper lip
Just to hold up my face
I gotta suck it up and savor
The taste of my own behavior
I am spinning with longing
Faster then a roulette wheel
This is not who I meant to be
This is not how I meant to feel

I don't think I am strong enough
To do this much longer
God, I...
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kaleidoscopic:
hey honey how you doing??

you done yet? or you still have finals?

if so good luck on them!!!!

hugs and smooches!!! kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
rati:
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
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so i found two songs on the internet 1. I'm on fire (sung by J. Cash) and 2. I drove all night (sung by R. Orbinson) and all i can say is wow. When I was little and Springsting would sing " I'm on fire", it is like i understood desire. But, I was so young. I knew I was understanding something I didn't understand....
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goblintcat:
Nothing boring about your journals at all. Keep it up young lady! wink

Mr. Cash made every song sound like a life lesson. That was part of what made him so great.
rati:
talking is good...

and i caught the lines in the last entry about lying in bed
i am observant...
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i see that the book survey never went as well as the music one, that is rather telling....*shakes finger as sg babes*
I am going through this odd self confidence deal. I am feeling like i am not pretty enough or successful as i had hoped to be. I am really not sure what this is all about. I have never really dwelled on my...
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tallboy66:
Well if you wanna hang out get coffee on High st. somewhere I'm avail.
Surly girl is also open now.

goblintcat:
It's amazing how people we've never actually met can affect us in such powerful ways.
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so i am having some profile pic troubles. tallboyhas tried to resize one that he felt would look best but each time I try to post it, it comes out all rubbery and stretched.
I am coming fast upon the end of this quarter, I am looking forward to a much needed month off. Now all I need to do is find a job....
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rati:
they didnt so much choke as just get outplayed. atleast it was a good game...

and yes, walk the line is awesome

i saw the new harry potter movie on sat, not bad but not as good as the first 2...

2 favorite books (sense a theme here?)
first, Illusions by Richard Bach

second, Where the Wild Things Are by Maurice Sendak, this was a childhood favorite that i guess i never grew out of

stop by sometime to see the new pup!
kaleidoscopic:
hey honey i'm on my way to being caught up with the rest of the world...

i think we are in the same sort of place...ships passing in the darkness.

i wish we'd find each other. i miss you. and generally i miss human contact that is not my bf.

on past subjects (it would be rude of me not to catch up on them)...new dm is rocking my socks the hell off! dave gahan is yummy, so glad i saw him in concert. andy rooney is still on i saw him two weekends ago. i ♥ learning more about the beautiful and myseterious tia. i've had that therapist thing too where they say it's good you're stressed to death about school cause that's current. i always took it as school being fucking stressful. the 4.0 is so elusive and such a grinder...but i know your pain as i stressed for it every quarter and pounded out a damn useless thesis. at least your major is usual, job worthy, and will help people. you are an inspiration kiss kiss

honestly i don't have enough self esteem especially lately so if you wanna hang out, chat online/on phone call me. i don't call people cause i fear bothering them. it's bad of me but i consider it being courteous.

good luck with the finals and papers and presentations you are no doubt working on.
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

oh wait and yes...fave book would be girl interrupted and fight club (both suggested to me on hospital visits...ha ha) fave author is shakespeare (i am a theatre major after all) fight club fits my insanity, girl interrupted is the best description of borderline i've ever heard (cause it comes from someone with the disease instead of damn doctors guessing) shakespeare is my fave author cause of the insane goodness of his poetry and characters. the two crazy books meant to me a mirror and something i could actually identify with, which is rare for crazy little me. and shakespeare is the author of 3 plays i have drawn designs for so he's extra special for me.
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welcome sunday...I wish I had something great to write about, but alas an update is an update. At least I have a few new pics up.
Tell me what is your favorite song and why (include the lyrics if you like) smile
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rati:
2 favorites actually, but for totally different reasons...

first is rufus wainwright's beautiful child

second is personal jesus by either depeche mode or cash, they carry different meanings depending on who is singing it but each one is a deal for me

why am i a punk?
wickedmonkey68:
One song? I have several....but right now I would say that "The Laws Have Changed" by the New Pornographers is my top fave. Just cause it's a great song....

oh, and for you I would wear a suit regularly! wink

ooo aaa
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I read something in someone's journal that talked about their irritation with the 'new and improved' pitch for advertising, it made me think of something....When I first developed some sort of awareness.
Remember when Andy Rooney was on 60mins? Maybe he still is, but by all accounts the man should be dead by now. Well, anyway he did a piece on the foolishness of consumer...
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frantic:
hi your name rocks in that "howd she come up with that" kinda way.
rati:
fyi for you

terri moore is teaching the 527 course for winter and it is lesbian cinema

thought you might be interested